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  • Things just get crazier and crazier

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    My last post I was really emotional, but I was able to pray and find a way to calm down. His mom is still at his sisters house, I havent heard anything about how she is doing since they dont talk to me and the sister that always came over to help is acting...
  • He left

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    Im not having a good morning at all. The past few days have been pure hell. His mother is being so stubborn and he is being so nasty. Yesterday when I was at work his sister came to get his mom and moved her out, without telling me anything. He acted...
  • At my wits end with his sisters

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    As if dealing with his wonderful attitude was not enough now Im getting nasty text messages from his sisters. His mother is having a rough time rite now adjusting to her new medications and is very paranoid and anxious and thinks that we are trying to...
  • and the enemy krrps gunning for me

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    So the last entry I wrote was a few days ago and since then a bunch has happened. I ended up getting a new kitten for our daughter so there is one more thing to focus on at home :) Friday and Saturday my husband did not come home until 4 am both nights...
  • Whenever I try to have peace things always seem to get worse

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    Its been a busy few days. The other kitten that was around our house ended up dying too. Of course my mother in law had a fit her alzheimers makes her act like a 5 year old. I spend 4 hours the other day with my mother in law at her dr appt and she has...
  • Day to Day

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    So its been a few days and we are starting to have issues with his mom again. She seems to be going thru a progression she is having a hard time using microwave, using her fork etc and is constantly nauseated among other things. We have had to have a...
  • Praying and reading and focusing on everything else

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    So it has been a couple days since he siad that there is no us. I have left him alone and have not tried to initiate any conversation, I havent called him for anything at all. When I came home from work on Sunday night I tried to make a dinner I have...
  • He finally said it....

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    Well he came back from the beach in the middle of the night and has been horrible ever since. He has been very mean and arguementative. Anything I say turns into a arguement. He had to watch the kids all day today while I work both jobs and I called to...
  • Beginning to wonder if this is even worth standing for anymore

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    I havent been on here in a couple of months I have been so consumed with day to day life and helping care for my husbands mother and working two jobs I just havent had time. Somewhere over the past month It seems like I have lost my desire to even pray...
  • More tests every single day

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    I havent been on here in over a month. Things have been strained between me and my husband for the last month after the whole arguement we had. Now things are being tested even more because his mother recently went into the hospital for having hallucinations...
  • Hes not willing to forgive me

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    So we have barely said a word to each other since Tuesday nite, he wont even look my direction. This is expected he is really really mad at me. I'm pretty sure that I have messed up beyond repair this time, took things too far with trying to destroy...
  • Worst arguement we have ever had....Hes going to move out for real this time....so he says

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    So I made it thru the holidays with not a lot of drama and my husband was actually very decent during Christmas and was home and very interactive with us as a family. I think most of this had to do with the fact that I did get 2000 for a settlement and...
  • Thankful for some things, yet still struggling with other stuff

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    thMy last post was about two weeks ago and a lot has happened since then. I was able to get the truck back and was able to pay rent for the month it was a struggle and a lot of borrowing money and selling things, but I made it happen. Through it all my...
  • Trying to focus on God

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    I havent been on the site for awhile. I have really been trying to keep my focus on God but it seems like evil just keeps on creeping back up. The holidays are here and I am so not in the spirit. Things have been really strained with my husband. He is...
  • Frustrated and stressed

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    Things in my life in general are stressing me out rite now but my husbands behavior is a big one. The past two weekends he has been disappearing from friday afternoon till monday morning and he is not working out of town. Bike parties are starting to...
  • Finding some peace

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    Its been a week since I last journaled. My daughters birthday and mine came and went without a lot of drama. On her birthday he was gone the whole day and showed up at her preschool that afternoon when I was bringing her cupcakes. He acted very standoffish...
  • Feeling a little sad.....

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    Today is our daughters 5th birthday and I'm feeling a little sad because usually my husband will be around to help me get ready for party etc and this year he took off rite when I was bringing them to school. For the past three weeks since I found...
  • Doing my best to let God do the fixing

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    This week has been a struggle for me. I have deleted all my social media accounts because I dont want to be tempted to try to find a way to see what he is doing or who he is with. It also allows me more time to focus on God because the time I would spend...
  • Still standing for my marriage

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    Not much has changed since my last post on tuesday. My husband has not been in the house more than an hour total. He has been going to his moms a lot she called me and asked what was going on and I told her that he may need to ask him and she said to...
  • Complete silence from him

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    i have to admit I have not prayed once today. I have so many thoughts and images going thru my head and I am trying to silence them, but I feel like I keep praying for the same thing over and over. Last night he slept outside in the truck, I went out...
  • One of the longest and hardest days in a long time

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    I didnt sleep at all last night, kept running everything through my mind. I tried to just pray and find peace with the situation but I guess that is going to take time and God. My husband has not said a word about everything. He slept in the car last...
  • The enemy has showed its face

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    Tonight I was checking my instagram well actually checking on my son who is on instagram just to make sure he didnt have anything crazy going on since he is 13 and a message popped up and it was from a woman I dont know. The message had a picture of her...
  • pretty much giving up on my husband

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    Oh boy since my last post things have gotten really rough. My husband barely speaks to me and has made the comments in person and in text that he only wants me to speak to him if it is about our daughter and that is it. I ended up finding another restuarant...
  • Its been a trying week

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    This past week has been a trying week for me. First my hospital job ended so I am only working at the restaurant and I am looking hard for another job because that is definitely not enough money. Then my mom got her genetic testing back and she is a carrier...
  • Sad and wondering what to do next

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    So something I have done everyday since we got married 4 years ago is I always tect my husband a I hope you have a good day I love you text, everyday no matter what. Well today after I sent the text my husband replied with you can stop texting me that...
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