It was Day 25. I have not written in a while, but the details are like this... May 30th is when he said he was not happy and wanted out for the 3rd time within a year. October, January and May. Well, then I started the Love Dare on June 1st and was doing...

So I have been super duper uber busy at work, so I have not been able to update. Things went well until later in the evening Day 13. We had a little tift and again Eric told me he was not happy. He thought that day that he has been hard on me, and he...

I know that he does not love me JUST because we had Dean. I know he doesn't love me JUST because he has to. I know he loves me for me and does love me unconditionally. I know he has a weird way for showing it, but last night for example, he is trying...

So i like today's dare... I am always trying to be nice and upbeat when I see him, and then he is more receptive also. I tried this at work today too, being nice and smiling at EVERYONE I make eye contact with, and a few I didn't. People have...

So last night was fine. I have not burned my paper yet, but I crumpled it and threw it away. I don't have a fireplace or anything... AGH! Well, last night the dog was playing rough and he kinda nipped me, like 3 times... Eric did not believe me and...

YEA RIGHT! was my first reaction. I have THE WORST jealousy problems on the planet I think. Eric claims that I make everything about me, and whoa is Sarah... Why can't the world revolve around me? BECAUSE it should revolve around the LORD. This was...

Day Six- Today's dare is on a Saturday, so I am writing the next week as an update. When I read today's dare, I thought... man I have been sooooo bitter for a long time. I told Eric this and I told him I was sorry from the bottom of my heart....

Well the list I wrote was EXACTLY what he said are the three that bother him the most. I told him, without being upset, that those are the three I will be really focusing on and will need encouragement and support if he sees or feels things are changing...

So the first thing I walk into this morning is being tagged on DAY ONE with "inappropriate content" b/c I used 2 adult words. The last time I checked this is a site about marriage and in order to BE married you need to be at least 18 years old...

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch...

I knew this day was coming from reading others' posts. I was scared to think I actually had to ask what my faults were. Eric was sleeping when I left, so I kissed him goodbye and wrote him a note. I said to please list only 3 things that I do that...

Yesterday I didn't feel like I had completed Day Three. Yes I gave him my yummy leftovers, but it was not enough. At lunch I could not find anything I liked to get him, so I said "after therapy I will". Therapy was super fun last night....

Today is Day Four- Love is Thoughtful. Today should be easy, but I feel I need to fess up to something. I have not done this in a while, but last night I got super frustrated after I was woken up by the baby for a baba. He has a tendency to throw them...

Here is the update to my birthday... I could not have planned it better if I was the one who did it! Maybe he HAS seen a change in me, maybe he IS trying also. But whatever it is, I LOVE IT! Yesterday for lunch my co-workers took me to the Cheesecake...

Well, today is my 27th birthday. I knew this day was coming, but my timing is weird. I did not read this morning, but found the dare on other posts, thank you. I am torn. It is MY birthday, but Love is NOT SELFISH. Will he think I am weird for buying...

After a successful day one, I am renewed and feeling very light today. This morning Eric had to get up early to move his tools to his new job that he starts Monday. So instead of fighting for the bathroom, I let him have it without anything said. I decided...

Updating yesterday--- After work I want to Eric's mom's house and she helped immensely. We prayed and she led me to a higher Faith than I knew I could have. I commanded the spirits and anything else that has been tormenting Eric and I to leave...

So first some background. Eric and I, Sarah, have been together almost 2.5 years. Married for 10 months. WHY am I doing this already?? Because we got pregnant after dating for 2 months and have been on the fast track of a relationship for this whole time...