So today I went back to oregon I was in the apartment and my wife walked in she was coming to get stuff but didn't know i was there we talked decided to go get sushi together we talked like it was are first date she even said that i reminded her off...

So I have been reading and doing what I can out of the love dare, and I have met with my pastor for concealing who turns out to be great not only is he a pastor but has his doctor degree in physiology. We were talking and he came straight out and told...

I am still doing the love dare. so yesterday i got back in to town from being in bremerton setting up time with a councilor me and my wife went to lunch since it was going to be my last day in oregon we went to lunch and talked. Then we get a call that...

So today is day 10 and i am learning a lot like how a few negative over power so many positives, and to do things of kindness not expecting anything in return. I have learned that when i start to get negative thoughts I turn to god for positive reinforcement...

So its been a while and yes i am still in this 100% me and my wife have been talking and seeing each other more so that is good she says she still needs time and that I need to go to bremerton for this concealing we have a greed to stay in contact and...

So to day was the first time in 2 weeks me and my wife have seen each other and talked. There was no bad in the air i staid calm and she told me my faults I agreed with those faults and told her that most of them i have changed for one anger I have not...

So day 4 was tough. my wife still will not talk to me so I could do is call and leave a message asking her how her day was going and if she needed anything and if she did that i was here and always be here for her. but i do see that this is not about...

So day 3 even hard was good I called my wife and left a message no response as normal. But I text her asking her to talk to me and i would listen with out anger and respect what she had to say. see I am going to get help for my past with what happened...

Ok so day 2 still is hard. It really is hard to do kindness when the love one is not around. I know this will get me closer to god, but I want it to also get me right with my wife. So the only thing I could think of was to buy a card that says what I...

I have a question my wife moved in with her parents and i am going to move so i can get help to better myself because i have never let my past go. So I am the one that caused this I didn't show my wife the love she deserved I took are vows serious...