so day 31

went to pet training and chiropractic together

its ok until going home...he starts saying the chiropractor just try to make money and he said he is not going to listen to what they say about our back, and he prefers to listen to his friends and he thinks that his friend is stronger and in shape and that what he should listen, and start the same conversations that we had long time ago about the protein bar and those muscle milk stuff...i honestly think those are not natural, and those just use chemical stuff to pull the protein out, but he thinks those are actually good stuff and is protein

i dont him that i dont want to talk about it and he starts saying i m dumb, i think he is dumb too, the fact is that he doesnt care about me that much, so i m just saying the same thing to him that i dont want to care about him that much 

i tried to care but really useless...and i feel really tired and sick of it, i know that god want me to care about my spouse, i do care, but i dont know

well this dare is tough

we moved out already, but i cant have child care without going back to parent house and drop my kid off

i feel horrible everyday just to drop my son off to them and i go to work, i dont want to go to work but if i dont go to work, and he is not willing to give me money, and that i have to pay my grandma for taking care of my son

i dont know , so confused

i actually did talk to him about the situation, but everytime when we talk about it, either he ignores it or talk something else or just whine or yell at me

what should i do?? 

i just keep doing what i have been doing, drop my son off and pick him up and i really dont know what else i can do....