so day 31
went to pet training and chiropractic together
its ok until going home...he starts saying the chiropractor just try to make money and he said he is not going to listen to what they say about our back, and he prefers to listen to his friends and he thinks that his friend is stronger and in shape and that what he should listen, and start the same conversations that we had long time ago about the protein bar and those muscle milk stuff...i honestly think those are not natural, and those just use chemical stuff to pull the protein out, but he thinks those are actually good stuff and is protein
i dont him that i dont want to talk about it and he starts saying i m dumb, i think he is dumb too, the fact is that he doesnt care about me that much, so i m just saying the same thing to him that i dont want to care about him that much
i tried to care but really useless...and i feel really tired and sick of it, i know that god want me to care about my spouse, i do care, but i dont know
well this dare is tough
we moved out already, but i cant have child care without going back to parent house and drop my kid off
i feel horrible everyday just to drop my son off to them and i go to work, i dont want to go to work but if i dont go to work, and he is not willing to give me money, and that i have to pay my grandma for taking care of my son
i dont know , so confused
i actually did talk to him about the situation, but everytime when we talk about it, either he ignores it or talk something else or just whine or yell at me
what should i do??
i just keep doing what i have been doing, drop my son off and pick him up and i really dont know what else i can do....
What should you do....well it seems you are at a loss for things. You mustve had expectations going into all of this.
You MUST get on your knees and pray. Have you prayed for God to help you with your physical problems?
"i dont him that i dont want to talk about it and he starts saying i m dumb, i think he is dumb too, the fact is that he doesnt care about me that much, so i m just saying the same thing to him that i dont want to care about him that much "
That whole paragraph SCREAMED that you are not loving your husband as Christ loves the church. Seek Christ out so you can learn to love your husband no matter what he does.
Read Sean's journals. They will help.
Your'e on day 31. How long are you OK with doing the dares? The rest of your life? If the answer is no to that question, you need to take it to God and find your answer.
To add to Jason's post. You first need to quit playing his game. You are on a journey with Christ. And Christ is trying to mold you in His image each day, but it seems you are rejecting that and living by playing the games the world believes in.
Focus on Christ and become closer to Him.