this is the hard one....
i have high expectation on my husband all the time...
its hard to just talk with him about that...its odd....
and that i mean i know i should not put any expectation on him anymore
i dont think i can promise to keep them off but i do try my best to give what i have to the family
and i try not to stick with him all the time...i stay with my grandma most of the time
deal with most of the things
but i know that god wants me to put my high expectation away so i will do that
Maybe you can read my post of a day ago. "God did it again" in it i think i might have address some of the struggles you are goinh through. I am very happy to see you continuing your journey and as you keep at it you will grow in the knowledge of God and His comfort will fill your void with every day that pass.
To boil this dare down. Just think about your selfishness in moments that in reality, they are simple and petty in the overall of the day.
I am sure that we all have many of these. I know I do and I always look for them.