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  • Day 23 Love always protects

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    Im up early on a saturday morning because #1 he just left to go on his trip this weekend and #2 now I cant sleep because I have a lot running thur my mind. The past few days he has been communicating a tiny bit more. Thursday nite he had to close at work...
  • mdarby now MichelleD Day 6 round 5

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    Today has been a day, work was terrible, I tried to be patien and not get too aggravated. Then I come home to find out that something happened to all my passwords on my computer, my mom was at the house today with my daughter and I think she was using...
  • Day 10 round 6....things ar crazy again

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    Well today is day 10 and last night after I made my second post things got worse. I put our daughter to bed and then went into the bedroom to go to sleep and he literally said to me get out of the room you cant sleep in here if you do when we get the...
  • Day 1 love is patient....Again

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    So this dareis very appropriate today. The day started alright the usual morning stuff, he told me to drive his car becuase he needed to use the truck to do lawnwork at his mom, then he went and picked up his daughter this afternoon. We spoke once on...
  • Day 21 making time to pray

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    Todays dare is another dare that I really needed. I have been trying daily to make sure that I spend more time reading the bible and praying and trying to not focus on my husband or our life. He has continued to be very cold and distant and is not speaking...
  • Day 24

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    I wasnt going to post today with it being Easter sunday I was going to spend the day going to church and doing lots of praying but I decided to post becuase it is my way of venting. Yesterday did not get much better. Last nite I texted him twice from...
  • Day 25, not sure what else to forgive him for

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    Today I am supposed to forgive him for things I havent forgiven him for...I feel like I have been doing these dares for so long that I have forgiven him for almost everything. I guess I will choose to forgive him for how he behaves towards me so cold...
  • Day 18 preparing a special dinner

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    This dare came at a pretty good time. Our son is out of town for the week for spring break so it is just us and our 4 year old. I decided to make us a nice dinner at home and hopefuly our four year old will go to bed at a decent time and we can sit down...
  • Day 16...praying

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    Well today is not going so well. The past few days have been pretty hard for me because my husband has been extra cold and just been having some minor aggravations at work which I have been bringing home. As far as work is concerned I have prayed about...
  • Day 40 love is a covenant....todays our anniversary

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    Today I woke up without any expectations from my husband. I already know that he does not want to celebrate our anniversary and he has been extra cold this week. Today is a pretty appropriate dare for the day. I will rewrite my vows today as I have done...
  • Day 8 my spouses biggest fan..

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    I wish I would have read my dare for the day today before I even let my feet hit the floor. I should know the dares by heart by now but I dont. Last nite of coures my husband did he usual routine, I was off I should have picked up a shift at work but...
  • Day 31 conquering the leaving issue

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    Well today was not such a good one in my eyes. Me and the kids are all sick with fevers and we stayed home from school and work today. Yesterday my husband picked up his car from being painted and came strait home and started doing more stuff to it. He...
  • Day 40 Love is a covenant 2nd post

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    This morning after I wrote my initial journal entry I went outside to find a gift bag in the front seat, he had bought me pair of sunglasses and a car phone charger system that also works as a blue tooth for phone calls and radio, not the kind of gifts...
  • Day 2...

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    Last night started rough for me, but as the night went on and I settlee down and prayed and realized that spending the time with the kids was so much more important than what he mite be doing I settled down and found peace. The kids and I had a great...
  • Day 4

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    Dare completed. I contacted him from work today, I tried to call but it went to voicemail so I left him a message asking how he was doing and if he needed anything. He in on vacation this week and this morning I was going to take our daughter to my mothers...
  • Love believes the best

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    Well yesterday started out ok and then last night went bad again. I have been really focusing on myself and where I want to be on this journey and for the first time in the dares I have felt a lot more peace than I ever have. I have tried to stop always...
  • Day 10 round 5 Love is unconditional

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    Well I made it thru last nite. He came home from the Lingerie party at 2:45 earlier than I thought but still later than he should have but I did not say anything. My mom was sleeping at the house because I got home so late from work and it is so cold...
  • Day 27 Love encourages

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    I'm trying my best to not be discouraged by my husband rite now at this very moment. It seems like the only time he wants to speak to me is when he wants something or needs something. Like this past weekend when he was out of town, I never heard a...
  • Day 17 dare not completed

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    I tried to complete my dare this morning with my husband I tried to start a conversation with him, but he totally ignored me then left for work. Yesterday he didnt speak two words to me and now that my sister in law has said that he wants to talk to me...
  • Day 11

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    Dare complete. This morning I woke up and ironed his work shirt as my act of kindness. Last nite of course he did not talk to me at all, which is the normal thing he does when he is mad about something that I did. Of course this morning and today he has...
  • Day 33 tryin to include him in on future decisions

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    After our conversation last night where he told me he did not want anything from us and our marriage, I have to admit I was shaken and upset about it. I prayed last night and tried not to let it get to me. He ended up coming home and doing his usual thing...
  • Day 23....not listening to my sister in law anymore..

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    Today I am supposed to remove anything that is hindering ame from my spouse and at this point I would say it has to be my sister in law. She has been a negative force lateley trying to tell me almost daily that I should kick him out etc. Well last nite...
  • Day 30 unity

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    I havent posted in a few days I have had a lot going on. I found out that my mom may have ovarian cancer. When I called him when I found out of course he did not answer but then I texted him and he he said oh I hope its not cancer. That was all my husband...
  • Day 25 Love forgives

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    I felt something I have never felt before last nite. I felt like I dont love my husband the same anymore...its very hard to explain. He had been gone since saturday morning and I didnt hear one word from him until 10 oclock sunday morning when he sent...
  • Day39 Round 5 love endures...

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    I havent been on here in a few days because I have been so busy working and trying to get money together and praying. Things with my husband are essentially the same, but as we all know with him when things get real bad he starts to slowly soften up a...
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