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  • On me knees praying today

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    This morning has been one of the worst I have had in a long itme. My husband had his wallet in the living room while he was sleeping in the man cave and when our daughter woke up she said oh its daddys wallet and she was picking it up to bring to him...
  • Back on the site after what seems like forever

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    Well I am finally able to journal again, Praise God. I have had a hard time figuring out how to journal on here lol. I am back after a period of time off I was getting burned out doing the dares after 5 rounds and what seems like no changes in my husband...
  • Its getting worse

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    Last night I woke up at 230 am and he wasnt home.I had a pretty rough day yesterday and when he wasnt home my mind immediately went to he is not coming back home so I called him and of course he did not answer. He sent a text about 20 minutes later saying...
  • Today I need to try to keep my focus

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    After yesterday and the whole condom thing I have been having a rough time trying to keep my focus on where it needs to be. I know that I have to focus on God and that is it, but things keep coming at me. Like last night for instance I was at work and...
  • Taking it one day at a time

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    Well it seems like he is in the avoiding me stage again. I thought we were past this but it seems like after saturday he is coming home later from work than he had been. Part of me wonders if he going to see someone after work or sitting somewhere on...
  • Focusing on being kind

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    I have found myself trying to focus on being kind instead of overthingking things. This is in all areas of my life rite now. I have so much going on from my husband to my parents to work that I have to stop at times and remind myself that I need to show...
  • Today is his birthday...

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    Well today one year ago I didnt even know where my husband was he had gone out of town and I had not heard from him all weekend and then the week after he disappeared for a week with no contact at all. Todau went a little different, this whole weekend...
  • Trying not to let flesh win

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    I have been praying the past few days about so many areas in my life. It seems l ike when I am feeling good about stuff then things beging to crumble again. I have been having issues with my son who is 13 they are not big issues but he is very mouthy...
  • Today we had a real conversation...

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    Today I woke up and I read all of Tims posts on my journal :) I know that yesterday was a day to really praise God for and be thankful for. Last night he came home around 12 am and immediately went into the mancave to sleep. This morning I woke up to...
  • Here comes the nasty mood....

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    Last night my husband came home in a decent mood he was talking and interacting and thne when it was time to put our 4 year old to bed she wanted him to sleep in our bed with us and at first he was snappy with me like usual and then finally fell asleep...
  • Trying to keep my focus

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    Well today I am starting to let my mind wander a little bit and that is not good. He cam home last night around 8 pm which is not the usual time he has been coming home on Sunday nights. The last month he has been coming in at 4 am on sunday/monday morning...
  • Been focusing on peace

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    Its been about m6 days since I posted. I have been focusing on peace in my life trying not to let every action have a reaction. My husband has been coming home pretty much rite after work everyday and this past weekend he did go to a party but instead...
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