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  • Somehow he always gets to me...

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    So yesterday when I got home from work the only thing my husband said to me was why are you not working your second job, then he proceeded to go get dressed and left. Of course last nite he did not come home until 4 am...surprise surprise. Today he watched...
  • The enemy always finds a way in...

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    So its almost 1:30 am and he came home earlier tonight and the first thing out of his mouth was....why are you not working your second job tonight. I told him like I had already told him last week that my mom can no longer watch our daughter that much...
  • Some good news

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    I have some good news I guess. I have been praying for months and months for God to help me when it comes to our financial situation. I have been working two jobs one of them paying 11 and hour and the other tips. Recently I have been working almost 90...
  • Here we go again

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    I'm trying to not have any expectations when it comes to my husband, but it never fails I always start to feel something and it is usually sadness. I have really been trying to focus on my praying and just being grateful. Yesterday after the visit...
  • Struggling

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    Today I am really really struggling. Our daughter is starting to cry daily wanting daddy and I dont know what to tell her. It breaks my heart because she is innocent in all this she is only 5 she doesnt understand why hes not home. I prayed about visiting...
  • Starting to get sad again but pushing thru

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    Well things are still the same. After his mom was sent to hospital by ambulance on friday she is still there and she has a problem with her heart rate and magnesium level being low and now the Doctors are going to send her to rehab for 30 days to try...
  • Not sure I even love my husband anymore

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    Something is going on with me and I think that I just mite not love my husband anymore. After our arguement on Monday of course I was upset and I did cry for a little bit, but the rest of the week I havent been as upset and distraught as I usually would...
  • Trying to just be still and give it to God

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    I'm trying my hardest to just be still and give this whole situation to God AGAIN...it seems like I always say that but never do it. My husband has not been home since Monday morning and he has not even called to check on his mother who of course...
  • I think i just need to give up

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    Yesterday was my husbands birthday and it did not go well. The past week or so he has been out really late almost every night I have been keeping pretty quiet but this past weekend he was out until 5 am every night starting on Thursday. My mom had been...
  • Trying to not get discouraged

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    I havent posted in awhile I have really been trying ot focus on God and just keeping myself focused but I'm not going to lie it has been real hard. His mom ended up coming back after being gone a week his sister just came and dropped her back off...
  • Things just get crazier and crazier

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    My last post I was really emotional, but I was able to pray and find a way to calm down. His mom is still at his sisters house, I havent heard anything about how she is doing since they dont talk to me and the sister that always came over to help is acting...
  • He left

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    Im not having a good morning at all. The past few days have been pure hell. His mother is being so stubborn and he is being so nasty. Yesterday when I was at work his sister came to get his mom and moved her out, without telling me anything. He acted...
  • At my wits end with his sisters

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    As if dealing with his wonderful attitude was not enough now Im getting nasty text messages from his sisters. His mother is having a rough time rite now adjusting to her new medications and is very paranoid and anxious and thinks that we are trying to...
  • and the enemy krrps gunning for me

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    So the last entry I wrote was a few days ago and since then a bunch has happened. I ended up getting a new kitten for our daughter so there is one more thing to focus on at home :) Friday and Saturday my husband did not come home until 4 am both nights...
  • Whenever I try to have peace things always seem to get worse

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    Its been a busy few days. The other kitten that was around our house ended up dying too. Of course my mother in law had a fit her alzheimers makes her act like a 5 year old. I spend 4 hours the other day with my mother in law at her dr appt and she has...
  • Day to Day

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    So its been a few days and we are starting to have issues with his mom again. She seems to be going thru a progression she is having a hard time using microwave, using her fork etc and is constantly nauseated among other things. We have had to have a...
  • Praying and reading and focusing on everything else

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    So it has been a couple days since he siad that there is no us. I have left him alone and have not tried to initiate any conversation, I havent called him for anything at all. When I came home from work on Sunday night I tried to make a dinner I have...
  • He finally said it....

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    Well he came back from the beach in the middle of the night and has been horrible ever since. He has been very mean and arguementative. Anything I say turns into a arguement. He had to watch the kids all day today while I work both jobs and I called to...
  • Beginning to wonder if this is even worth standing for anymore

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    I havent been on here in a couple of months I have been so consumed with day to day life and helping care for my husbands mother and working two jobs I just havent had time. Somewhere over the past month It seems like I have lost my desire to even pray...
  • More tests every single day

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    I havent been on here in over a month. Things have been strained between me and my husband for the last month after the whole arguement we had. Now things are being tested even more because his mother recently went into the hospital for having hallucinations...
  • Hes not willing to forgive me

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    So we have barely said a word to each other since Tuesday nite, he wont even look my direction. This is expected he is really really mad at me. I'm pretty sure that I have messed up beyond repair this time, took things too far with trying to destroy...
  • Worst arguement we have ever had....Hes going to move out for real this time....so he says

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    So I made it thru the holidays with not a lot of drama and my husband was actually very decent during Christmas and was home and very interactive with us as a family. I think most of this had to do with the fact that I did get 2000 for a settlement and...
  • Thankful for some things, yet still struggling with other stuff

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    thMy last post was about two weeks ago and a lot has happened since then. I was able to get the truck back and was able to pay rent for the month it was a struggle and a lot of borrowing money and selling things, but I made it happen. Through it all my...
  • Trying to focus on God

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    I havent been on the site for awhile. I have really been trying to keep my focus on God but it seems like evil just keeps on creeping back up. The holidays are here and I am so not in the spirit. Things have been really strained with my husband. He is...
  • Frustrated and stressed

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    Things in my life in general are stressing me out rite now but my husbands behavior is a big one. The past two weekends he has been disappearing from friday afternoon till monday morning and he is not working out of town. Bike parties are starting to...
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