So today I am supposed to thank my husband for doing something that is Chrisitan like and I am finding a hard time doing that because I am pretty aggravated with him rite now, I got his bank statement the account that he has seperate from me which he says is to use to buy things for me so I dont know about them, well yeah thats not what he uses it for. On October 11 there is a charge for an hour away at a Walmart for 4 dollars and some change. This is the day after we had a huge blow up and I told him to get over himself and he told me that he was going to leave blah blah and he started locking me out of the bedroom again. Prior to this fight things were getting a little better or so I had thought well now I see that he went out of town and he did this mess once before when he was about to have surgery he would go out of town and sleep with women. I cannot prove that is what he did but it sure looks the same to me and it would explain his funky attititude that helped cause me to go off on him I am not going to confront him about it because we found out today that he will have his surgery the day before Thanksgiving. He is in a mood today and has gone to watch his sons soccer game and lord onlly knows when he will be back. I keep praying for him daily that he will become closer to God, that is the only thing I can do for this man at this point. I am at a point where I have no more fight in me when it comes to him, I give up and am letting God handle him.
I guess when i get a chance I will thank him for going out of his way last night when my fathers truck broke down and he came to give him a jump after I had been calling him for two hours and did not get an answer, he never answers when he is with his son and his sons mother, this used to be an arguement between us but I have given up on that as well. Me and my mom and my daughter had to walk home last night about 30 minutes from home because he would not answer his phone. Prayers for him please, he needs to build a relatonship with God, desperately...
I understand completely the rational behind you thinking he went out of town and was with another woman.
But, Love believes the best. 85% of our fears do not happen, 10% we make it out much worse than it is, and 5%, we pray about, forgive, and continue to love.
Maybe he silences his phone when he is with his son, so he can give him undivided attention and isn't ignoring you.
I agree with Tim. Remember what the Bible tells us to do: Capture your thougts and make them captive to Christ. So choose to believe in the best. :)
My hubs also has to know God. Prayers to you and your family.. :)