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  • He is happy now

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    Well everything remains the same. Last week we expend a few days together but then he leaves. On sunday we met had lunch together and went to the movie theater with my son. He came to my house and stay the night but left early in the morning. We had a...
  • After 11 years

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    So he left in the morning to see if he can catch the flight. I was working in the room but he didn't even let me know he was gone. After 3 days here in my house i think he could have said something. I think I will have said something if I stay in...
  • About this past days with him

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    Amazingly we haven't fight or get angry. And I thank God for that. Not that it was not about to happen. The first time was about a comment I made of how I made a little more money at work but it doesn't really feel that way and he said well that...
  • Living with purpose

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    I am believing that the lord will restore my marriage. I am waking up everyday praying about it but I no longer feel obsess about it. I know is God will that will be done not mine and I can control that or control my husband. Does it hurts sometimes,...
  • Oh well

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    So today is valentine's day. The day of the year most people choose to show love to others even when they forget the rest of the year. We never really celebrated it so I am really not missing anything. I am missing my husband because I love him and...
  • So is supposed to be unconditional love

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    As you know I am done with my first round of the LD and still seeking God and praying and working on me. I texted him to check on him like every 2 or more. He is very pleasant now compare to how he was before when he will no even answer me. It is mostly...
  • Unconditional love

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    It is so hard to show Unconditional love when you feel you are not appreciate it. My husband doesn't really talk to me unless that it is to ask me for something. I am okay with it and I was for many years until last year where I started feeling that...
  • After the first round

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    It has been 2 days since I finish my first round. I am doing fasting for the next 21 days. I have never done fasting let alone 21 days and that is why I will wait until I finish to do a second round. My husband is here since yesterday but he is not really...
  • I made it till the end

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    Yes I am celebrating that I made it to day 40. I am not good at finishing anything. It shows I care about my marriage and my husband. I am really in a better place with God right now that when I started but I am not sure there is any hope for my marriage...
  • Back to reality

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    So my sister left yesterday. I feel homesick right now because I want to be closer to my family especially now that my husband is not with me. He came yesterday because my son wanted to see him but he just came to complain about everything we were doing...
  • So my last week

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    So this is my last week. I am on day 36. I am excited to be honest because I am not a very consistent person, I start things and never followed through it anything. I normally just go on with challenges a couple of days and then I forget. So this really...
  • The days when we look back

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    Yesterday and this morning have been a little rough. Not because of the dare but because of my mind. This past hours my mind is on her own to much thinking of the past of the wrong doings that could have been fixed, the things he did to me that were wrong...
  • Soooo day 32 update

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    Definitely I was not able to make this dare. Yes I saw him but he will not even let me touch his hand. He was clear saying dont touch me. Obviously that hurt a lot even though I knew it could happen. Intimacy is not something that he wants anymore at...
  • Soooo day 32

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    Okay so day 32. This might be the most difficult dare so far. I dont even know how to pray about this dare. Anyways I will update later if anything happens. Or if I figure out what to do. I am open to sugestión lol.
  • 31 days but who is counting

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    After 31 one days I can honestly say this is hard but worth it. So far I have learn to be patience and I have kept my mouth shot without saying something negative almost every day. I am praying more. I can say that I am in a better place than where I...
  • Some progress

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    I didn't imagine I could make it this far. I'm just on day29 but I never really follow through with anything. I am feeling proud of myself. I know now that this is for me and God and that there is a reason why he put this website on my search...
  • Just to continue

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    Is have been a few days since I come here to write and share because my sister is in town visiting me from Europe. I have been listening to the dares everyday and doing my best to do what I am supposed to do. I am glad some of them don't require me...
  • Yesterday

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    Yesterday was a very challenging day for me. I was annoy by having to go work at the office instead of working from home and in top of that I had to ask my husband to take care of my son after school until I get home. I have been doint the dares because...
  • Unsure

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    I having doubting myself for the past few days I am not feeling like I want to be in this marriage if we can call it that. I haven't really reaching out to him unless that the dare calls for it or is something related to our son. I don't know...
  • THANKFUL

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    I am so thankful I found this community and that God answer my prayers with all my new friends. I am on day 16 really was not expecting to get this far. No much have change with my situation and I am really not expecting anything. I am thankful that today...
  • Keeping it up

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    Day 14. I expend the weekend at a friends house and it was really nice. Me and him have text back and forward Friday night about our son mainly and yesterday about us. I am home again and to be honest I just wanted to come home to have some alone time...
  • He is hurt too

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    Day 13. So I am back to work after 2 weeks off and I am actually refresh. I needed the rest. So I contact him yesterday because our son is being bullied by another kid on the school bus and I wanted to let him. It was just text messages but it was okay...
  • Another day but a better day

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    Day 12. Well another day but a better day. I dont know for how long I will feel like this but I am very relax and happy. I really dont know what to do about the dare today, if any of you have a suggestion let me know. Just keep in mind that we dont live...
  • There is power in the name of Jesus

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    I am in day 11 and this past days has been so hard and painful but today everything changed. I did not wake up in a great mood after only a few hours of sleep and I am serious when I said I didn't want to do anything today. I do not want to contact...
  • I have to please God not him

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    I didn't sleep well even though I went to sleep early. I was already up at 5am like I am supposed to be to get my son ready for school. I don't know how to explain how I feel right now because of what he said yesterday, I am living in a fantasy...
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