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  • I am still here

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    Good morning all, I have been unable to write for a while kind of like not wanting to share negativity. I have been reading when I can and I am still praying on Wednesdays and other times for all of us that are in this journey. I am in round 3 of the...
  • what I have learn

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    I am in my second round actually day 20, honestly I am not been as consistence as I was on the first round because the past 2 weeks I have been crazy busy with work and the rest of my life. My heart is hurting a lot lately and like I said in many of my...
  • It has been a while

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    I haven't post anything in a while but I do read all the journals everyday. I am in a roller coaster with a lot of loops not quite sure what I want from this marriage. I feel lost. One day I want to remain and tomorrow I might want my freedom. I dont...
  • He doesn't want my kindness

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    I have been thinking in unconditional love. Maybe I enter the marriage loving him unconditionally but maybe his love never was real love. Maybe he never really love me. Maybe that's why all of us are here because we married who we love but they didn't...
  • Unconditional love but not his

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    I have been thinking in unconditional love. Maybe I enter the marriage loving him unconditionally but maybe his love never was real love. Maybe he never really love me. Maybe that's why all of us are here because we married who we love but they didn't...
  • He has seen a light

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    Yeah day 2. I am doing a second round but really don't want to. Lol this being obedient is not fun sometimes. Anyways my husband told me over the weekend in one of our conversations that he has seen a light and he can't unseen it and that is why...
  • Lost

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    At this moment I dont know what to do. There is so much stress in me right that I am having insomnia again. I really want to let all of this go. It have been almost 6 months since we separated and every day we are further apart. I guess it hurts more...
  • Kind of like ready to give up

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    So I was supposed to start my second round of the love dare but I didn't and I dont feel like I would do it. I want a better relationship with God but I am so tired of this game my husband has. I have a lot going on in my life and I feel like I have...
  • Second round coming up

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    I am going to start my second round tomorrow. This have been a great journey and I am ready to continue. No I am not happy everyday. I dont like everything that my husband does to me. I sometimes will like to pull my ways and forget what I am supposed...
  • Determine

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    Well I wont say a lot. Not today maybe tomorrow but I am thankful for this community has helped me keep focusing and sane. Thanks to the love dare I am focus in what really matter my relationship with God. I am so in love of my husband that it my hurt...
  • He is happy now

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    Well everything remains the same. Last week we expend a few days together but then he leaves. On sunday we met had lunch together and went to the movie theater with my son. He came to my house and stay the night but left early in the morning. We had a...
  • After 11 years

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    So he left in the morning to see if he can catch the flight. I was working in the room but he didn't even let me know he was gone. After 3 days here in my house i think he could have said something. I think I will have said something if I stay in...
  • About this past days with him

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    Amazingly we haven't fight or get angry. And I thank God for that. Not that it was not about to happen. The first time was about a comment I made of how I made a little more money at work but it doesn't really feel that way and he said well that...
  • Living with purpose

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    I am believing that the lord will restore my marriage. I am waking up everyday praying about it but I no longer feel obsess about it. I know is God will that will be done not mine and I can control that or control my husband. Does it hurts sometimes,...
  • Oh well

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    So today is valentine's day. The day of the year most people choose to show love to others even when they forget the rest of the year. We never really celebrated it so I am really not missing anything. I am missing my husband because I love him and...
  • So is supposed to be unconditional love

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    As you know I am done with my first round of the LD and still seeking God and praying and working on me. I texted him to check on him like every 2 or more. He is very pleasant now compare to how he was before when he will no even answer me. It is mostly...
  • Unconditional love

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    It is so hard to show Unconditional love when you feel you are not appreciate it. My husband doesn't really talk to me unless that it is to ask me for something. I am okay with it and I was for many years until last year where I started feeling that...
  • After the first round

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    It has been 2 days since I finish my first round. I am doing fasting for the next 21 days. I have never done fasting let alone 21 days and that is why I will wait until I finish to do a second round. My husband is here since yesterday but he is not really...
  • I made it till the end

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    Yes I am celebrating that I made it to day 40. I am not good at finishing anything. It shows I care about my marriage and my husband. I am really in a better place with God right now that when I started but I am not sure there is any hope for my marriage...
  • Back to reality

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    So my sister left yesterday. I feel homesick right now because I want to be closer to my family especially now that my husband is not with me. He came yesterday because my son wanted to see him but he just came to complain about everything we were doing...
  • So my last week

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    So this is my last week. I am on day 36. I am excited to be honest because I am not a very consistent person, I start things and never followed through it anything. I normally just go on with challenges a couple of days and then I forget. So this really...
  • The days when we look back

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    Yesterday and this morning have been a little rough. Not because of the dare but because of my mind. This past hours my mind is on her own to much thinking of the past of the wrong doings that could have been fixed, the things he did to me that were wrong...
  • Soooo day 32 update

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    Definitely I was not able to make this dare. Yes I saw him but he will not even let me touch his hand. He was clear saying dont touch me. Obviously that hurt a lot even though I knew it could happen. Intimacy is not something that he wants anymore at...
  • Soooo day 32

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    Okay so day 32. This might be the most difficult dare so far. I dont even know how to pray about this dare. Anyways I will update later if anything happens. Or if I figure out what to do. I am open to sugestión lol.
  • 31 days but who is counting

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    After 31 one days I can honestly say this is hard but worth it. So far I have learn to be patience and I have kept my mouth shot without saying something negative almost every day. I am praying more. I can say that I am in a better place than where I...
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