Today was a hard day. I could not figure out what to do to show him kindness. So hard things we are separated. I dont know where he is living now and I already saw him in the morning but every time we see each other the next day it feels like he regrets expending time with me like a bad date. Or like if he feels guilty for being with me.
I try several times to have a conversation with him today but he didn't answer as usual but right now I am refraining from insulting him on a text message.
I know there is no much left between us but I am hoping this will work. I am ready for tomorrow.
Welcome. Look at this as a journey between you and Christ, not you and your husband. He will be used as a tool to mold you. Do a dare a day, no more, no less. Such as trying several times in a day to have a conversation. He wants space. Doing a dare a day, no more will give him that space, leave you more time for prayer, and more time for him to hear Christ.
Do not read ahead in the book, except the appendix, especially leading the heart.
Have no expectations when doing the dares. Keep in mind it most likely will get worse before it gets better.