I chose My wife out of a bunch of other girls for her grace, the way she treated her siblings, her love and respect for her parents, and for her heart for God. I'm sure there were other girls out there that had the same interests as I did but their lives and values paled when compared to her's. When we married we said canned vows from a book, I wish I had written mine from my heart, I would have searched scripture and maybe I wouldn't be in this predicament. I lived a selfish and manipulate existance, serving self and not seeking God though he called and called.

To love as Christ loved us unconditionally, knowing that we would live trecherously, and seek us so that we would seek him to know him. I have chosen to live this way, and will die in the same condition. Hope in him and you will not be put to shame.