30 Love brings unity
area that I divide our marriage was not choosing my wife. This is
the biggest thing for me. Getting over myself. Becoming aware of my
selfishness has helped tremendously but there is still so much work
left for me to do. I did not have to pray to hard for the things
that can threaten oneness with my wife to be revealed. I prayed in
thanks to the Lord for giving such a great insight.
So it is 12:52 and my wife called at midnight to talk to me. She did not say much. She excused herself for a couple of minutes and I took that time to pray. I prayed for Him to guide me. She said that she missed me. I can not begin to say how that felt inside. Now as I sit here trying to calm myself, I see the correlation that Christ misses me. That what is happening between me and my wife is only possible through the Lord. I am learning to love because He loves. I understand what it means to choose! TO CHOOSE. I told her that I appreciated that time to talk to her. She let me go and I immediately prayed again. She had been drinking so I was reserved in what I said. Several times I wanted to bring Christ into the conversation but was stopped. I am not sure what stopped me, Him or me. More prayer on that!. I talked to my wife. I am floored that she misses me. What does that make me feel? Like I never want the Lord to miss me again.
Take advantage of Chirsts willingness to open these things to you. Dnt allow Christ to miss you. Make sure that each day is filled with praise and prayer.
Love Him first and see how easy it is to love those around you better.