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  • Still working on our happily ever after

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    Good morning LD family! Life has pretty much gone back to the norm, except not the old norm, the new norm. We talk about our issues now, rather than yell. We're showing more love to each other and being affectionate. I love how everything is going...
  • Update....Working on our happily ever after

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    Hey everyone! I've been so MIA these days. I have been reading all your journals and trying to comment when I can. Well, since I found out about my husbands infidelity, we've been going to counseling, leaving the past alone and communicating more...
  • The STORM, the worse before it gets better, the turning point, it's here!!!!!!

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    Last night I dropped my husband off at his program, to his dismay, he left his phone in the car and I was far gone by the time he started calling for it. So far gone in fact, that I was knee deep in all his disgusting, deceitful, cheating bull crap. This...
  • I read all your recent journals. I believe my devotional from Friday can answer some questions

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    Rebuilding Trust One of the most popular TV movies in recent years was Lifetime's The Client List, which chronicled the true sotry of a Texas wife and mom who started making income by working as a prostitute. Her double life was finally brought to...
  • Hurting today

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    So 3 steps forward 10 back. After the amazing weekend he reverted back to his hateful self. He's been treating me like crap all week and im still the one apologizing for pissing him off. Our youngest went to our country with my sister for 2wks to...
  • Counseling

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    I haven't journaled in a few days. It's been a long week. Last week was good with us, we barely saw each other which means I gave him all the space he needed. He was off work Thursday and Friday. I don't know how, but we had an amazing 4 days...
  • Love is faithful

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    I'm supposed to believe that love is faithful but all I've been doing is crying again. We barely see each other during the week. He's home with the kids while im at work. When I get home, he goes to sleep. Then he wakes up at 9 to eat, get...
  • With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible

    Ok, so I ranted on Friday and said I was over it. Well I took everyone's advice and decided Love believes the best. I spoke to him when I got home on Friday about what happened with him and my daughter. He told me his side, in front of her. They were...
  • Over IT!!!!!!!

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    I'm done!!! He's not a good person and I refuse to keep trying for someone that doesn't care about anyone but himself. He treats my daughter, not his, terribly. Yesterday she approached me and told me that he made her cry on Monday because...
  • Finding it hard to continue the dares

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    I don't even know when I stopped doing them or where to start again, or if I should. I know its for more for me than for him, but I haven't felt the motivation to do them. Yesterday he called me to have a conversation about the future. He officially...
  • Minor setback, as expected

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    Thursday and Friday I didn't see my husband. Saturday we had sex again in the morning. I'm really starting to think it's becoming more serial for us than anything and since I feel like I'm losing him, I want to give into it because I want...
  • Day 15 but really its been 4 weeks

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    Wednesday was the best night with him ever! We got along, we laughed, we flirted, we made love, we took a walk and just talked and talked. Yesterday, Thursday, I didn't see him at all and he was a tad distant. I let him be. I don't want to crowd...
  • Walking with God

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    Good morning! I haven't been able to journal for a few days. I've had a busy week. I've been so busy serving the Lord and reading and praying. I went to confession on Sat., first time I do that on my account. I spoke with the priest, confessed...
  • Finding my way

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    Today's Devotional: Arguments or Obedience --> September 14, 2016 September 2016 S M T W T F S 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 …the simplicity that is in Christ. — 2 Corinthians 11:3...
  • One dare a day

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    Friday was nuts in my house. I came home to sticky floors, sink full of dishes and toys everywhere. I had to run back out to take both toddlers to their dr appts, come back home and clean up the mess that accumulated while I was at work. While cleaning...
  • Day 13...slipping

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    I didn't get to post yesterday. Yesterday we took our son together to his first day of school, but we didn't do much talking. He left home before I could get home from work for an interview to yet, another barbershop. He texted me at 730 that...
  • Still so confused

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    I got home yesterday from my sister's house around 6pm. I picked him up and we went school shopping for our son. He was nice and we spoke almost like normal. I dropped him back off home and gave him the dinner I made at my sister's before I picked...
  • So confused

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    Yesterday was not so good for me. After I posted my journal, I got dressed and left for mass, alone. After mass, I left with my sister to our parents house and spent the afternoon there. I went back home around 7pm and my kindness is frustrating him....
  • Losing hope, faith and definitely my patience

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    As I write this, I'm in tears. He left as soon as he woke up yesterday. He didn't get home til 1am. He never does this. I asked him around 930 if he was coming home soon, he said no, he doesn't want to be home. When he got home at 1, I was...
  • While I think everything is calm, he's still making his plans to leave

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    Yesterday I completed my dare and made my lists and applied them to my night. I prayed, I cooked, I cleaned and I attempted good conversation, he was short and then went to sleep until it was time to leave. Day 7- Love believes the best. I made my 2 lists...
  • Day 6

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    Yesterday's dare was done in a rush. I got home late from work and spent some time with my sister before I went up to my house. (being selfish again) I came up and he was playing with the kids. I told my sister I'd watch my nephew for a couple...
  • Still in the game

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    Almost a week ago, Thursday, my husband told me he was done. He lost love for me. I cant say this came out of the blue. We've been struggling for a while. I can honestly say our struggle has been ongoing for the past 3-4yrs now, our son's age...
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