Collaborate without boundaries
  • February 23, 2018

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    Things just keep piling up on me. I picked up the kids yesterday and they immediately began updating me on what was going on in the house since the last time I saw them. To start with my wife has been letting Nick contact the man who he ran away to a...
  • February 22, 2018

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    I love my wife. Not because I feel that way right now but because that is what I am commanded to do by God and I choose to obey God and love my wife even when she rejects everything about me. I'm so angry and upset with her. What she is doing still...
  • February 21, 2018

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    Just more drama. Even when I only try to pick the kids up and have fun with them all I hear is drama. It's not their fault but they just kept talking about their mom all evening. I tried to redirect the conversations but they just kept bringing things...
  • February 20, 2018

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    After work yesterday I went to Taco Bell to sit and go over some of the paperwork I have to use to defend myself in court. I will be handing it over to my attorney this week and it is nothing but terrible things about my wife. As I have been reading I...
  • February 19, 2018

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    Two more days of frustration. Aleigha finally texted me back Saturday night and said she got her phone back. So apparently my wife took it from her all day. She was punished for asking to spend time with me, however my wife told her it was because she...
  • February 17, 2018

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    Well, today is not fun so far. I woke up and texted my girls good morning. Trinity texted me back and said she was in Tennessee. Probably about five hours away from home. I was not aware of that and was not told nor asked if it was okay. I was kind of...
  • February 16, 2018

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    I don't know how much longer I can do this. The "parenting" class I was forced to take yesterday was nothing more than a damage control class. It made me feel ten time worse about this situation than before. It taught me that our children...
  • February 15, 2018

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    I'm so tired of the drama. I can't even make it through one day without something happening. Yesterday I left work early to go to therapy. On my way there I dropped of Valentine's Day baskets to my four girls at their schools. I get them a...
  • February 14, 2018

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    The kids called me after school and asked if I was going to get to "visit" with them today. I told them I had no idea because the agreement made last week was supposed to go through yesterday about me "visiting" with them on Tuesday...
  • February 13, 2018

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    It was a rough couple of days. My attorney called me yesterday and said that my wife's attorney requested that our hearing for today be postponed because most of the matters that needed to be discussed were taken care of last Monday at the domestic...
  • February 11, 2018

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    Today was a pretty busy day. I went to church this morning. My wife wouldn't let the children go because I was going. There's nothing I can do about that right now. After church the preacher asked me to go to lunch with him. He asked me how I...
  • February 10, 2018

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    So today was pretty uneventful. I just hung around my friends house while he was at work. Watched a little basketball and played some Xbox. Aleigha Facetimed me so she and Allison could talk to me. When she did I noticed my in-laws in the background....
  • February 9, 2018

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    God, please take this thorn from my side. I picked the kids up yesterday after work. I had to take Trinity to her therapy appointment. Nick, of course, refused to go again and Caleb said he didn't want to go sit in the lobby for an hour waiting on...
  • February 8, 2018

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    After work yesterday I went to Taco Bell to hang out for a while until church since I can't go home. While I was there Becca texted me and said she told her mother she is not going to church. I told Becca that I would be at church. Becca then told...
  • February 7, 2018

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    I picked up the kids yesterday at 5:00. Nick refused to go so it was just six of us. I took them to Applebees and we had a good time. Right before I picked them up I talked to Kyle (Amber's brother- psychologist) and he told me to stay the course...
  • February 6, 2018

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    I talked to the kids a little last night. I told Aleigha she could have Nick's phone since he is grounded forever from electronics. I can't let him have any way to contact the kids he sneaks out to get in trouble with. The problem is that Nick...
  • February 5, 2018

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    Well the domestic violence protection order was dropped this morning. My attorney advised me to go along with her demands because if somehow the judge were to find in her favor I would never be allowed to touch a firearm again and there would be a huge...
  • February 4, 2018

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    Not much happened yesterday. I texted my kids a little just to ask how they were doing. Caleb worried me a little because he only texted me back one word replies. I asked him if he was doing ok and he said "yes." He is usually more talkative...
  • February 3, 2018

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    After work I headed to my dad's house, which is a couple hours away. I was planning on staying with him all weekend but my attorney called me yesterday and said we need to meet Sunday at 3pm to talk about court Monday morning. So I will meet him and...
  • February 2, 2018

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    After work I asked Caleb if he could gather a few things from me from the house and have one of his friends bring them to me. He did and when his friend Gage dropped my things off to me he told me that another kid, Hunter, had some information on my stolen...
  • February 1, 2018

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    Some goodness came my way yesterday. An old high school friend saw my post on Facebook about needing a place to stay and told me I could stay with him as long as I needed to. I felt love. The kind if love I needed right now. It took me about three hours...
  • January 31, 2018

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    First off I want to say that even with all the things that have been happening to me in my life I still feel a serious calmness inside my chest where I used to feel tightness and a heavy weight. The Lord has blessed me with great health, a job and many...
  • January 30, 2018

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    My hearing for this protective order my wife got against me will probable be the same day as our d hearing on February 13th. So I won't see my kids for two weeks. My wife knows that this is devastating to me because I have never ever left my kids...
  • January 29, 2018

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    I have to admit to myself that this is not going to work out. My wife got a protective order on me last night so I am not allowed around her or my children. I spent all weekend looking for our son. I reported him as a missing person and registered him...
  • R2 Day 26 Love is Responsible- Done

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    This morning I apologized to my wife for some things I could think of. I told her over the years I've let my pride get in the way of our lives. I told her I have been training myself to ignore those prideful feelings and lead my heart instead of following...
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