Collaborate without boundaries
  • August 17, 2018

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    I am trying to just make it through each day and cause no problems but I can't seem to be able to do that. Trinity has been living with me since the last court date to finalize the divorce on June 29, 2018 and last night she was telling me about her...
  • August 16, 2018

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    No idea what to do anymore. My kids seem as angry as me. The ones that live with me just talk so bad about her, even Nick (15) does whenever I see him. I tell them she is trying her best but they don't want anything to do with her except when she...
  • August 14, 2018

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    I've been stuck in this grieving process. I'm still so angry! Denial ✔ Anger- Still there Bargaining ✔ Depression ✔ Acceptance- Getting there What this human being did to me has shattered my core. I still can't bring myself to communicate...
  • August 13, 2018

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    More nightmares. More sleepless nights. I feel like this will never end. Aleigha (11) played us both over the weekend. Saturday she asked me if she could go to a friend's house while I took Trinity (14) shopping and I told her she could. Then she...
  • August 10, 2018

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    I wanted to go buy a grill yesterday because the kids miss grilling and my wife kept ours. So the girls and I went to get one and ended up eating Chinese, which I don't like very much. I did it for them. We got the grill and headed home, I went for...
  • August 9, 2018

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    Trinity (14) came home last night after going to an amusement park with my wife. She didn't really say much. A little while later she said Becca (15) texted her and said she was staying at my wife's house. So I went to Becca's room and she...
  • August 8, 2018

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    I heard a few more rumors about my wife and her boyfriend from Trinity (14) as I suspected I would. Didn't let it bother me this time. I think Josh may have mentioned the other day that she is sinning against God, not me. That's how I looked at...
  • August 7, 2018

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    I don't know how but this gets worse every day. I take all the advice I get and try to apply it but it gets difficult in certain situations. Yesterday I was having a good day then at about 10:30PM I took Trinity (14) to a friends house to spend the...
  • August 6, 2018

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    This weekend went from bad to not so bad to the worst ever. The thoughts and nightmares about my wife Friday night made for a terrible Saturday morning but then the kids and I went and did an escape room late in the afternoon and had a ton of fun. Aleigha...
  • August 5, 2018

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    Yesterday started out as the worst day to date in this trial. I didn't sleep well at all and then I thought about my wife all morning and afternoon. I really thought my heart was going to burst. I tried to take a nap but I just continued to toss and...
  • August 4, 2018

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    Still hurting. Still missing my wife. She doesn't think she's my wife but I still think that way. I prayed for her last night and this morning. For God to protect her and continue to convict her. Alcohol, pills, boyfriend, there's just so...
  • August 3, 2018

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    I know I must make an effort to lift my wife up no matter what she does. I'm trying. These last few days I have not been negative. Yesterday whenever the girls brought her up I would just start talking about old times, telling them about some of the...
  • August 2, 2018

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    I said nothing negative about my wife yesterday. She didn't text the kids like she usually does so there wasn't much going on. I am taking Trinity (14) to therapy today after work and I don't know what will happen. This is the therapist she...
  • August 1, 2018

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    I took Becca (15) to Columbus yesterday evening to spend the rest of the week with a friend from church camp. Trinity (14) and Allison (5) went with us. My wife texted them the whole way up and the whole way back and of course they told me everything...
  • July 31, 2018

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    Yesterday was another tough day. I was somber at work all day. One month since her divorce was final. It's not better. I don't see it getting better. My firm belief that marriage is a covenant under God that is to last until death keeps me bound...
  • July 30, 2018

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    Not much happened this weekend until Sunday. The kids and I hung out and had fun all weekend. On Saturday my wife asked them if they wanted to go shopping for school shoes on Sunday. They said they would. They also said they really didn't want to...
  • July 27, 2018

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    Tim and Sean are so right and I am so wrong. Standing for her through this is so difficult. I've really messed up everything. I would take her back if she asked but not immediately. We have a lot of issues that would have to be worked out, if she...
  • July 26, 2018 addendum

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    A couple of things happened recently that I wanted to share. Last night a woman on Facebook messaged me and said she knows I have a strong faith and asked me to pray for her family. She said something happened with her husband and Child Protective Services...
  • July 26, 2018

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    I prayed for my wife last night. I prayed for her this morning. I almost gave up on this a couple days ago but I think God showed me He is working when He let me find out about the couple of breakdown sessions she has had recently. One, when she was drunk...
  • July 25, 2018

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    This is a never ending story, and I'm not talking about the cool 80's movie. Last night Aleigha (11) called Becca (15) from where she is staying. She went to stay a couple weeks with my wife's dad in Chicago. They were talking about an Apple...
  • July 24, 2018

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    I received papers from my attorney in the mail. I guess the d is final. Now I have to continue somehow with a huge burden. My wife has a boyfriend, which is unscriptural, and I can never tell our kids that it is okay. This is the guy I accused her of...
  • July 23, 2018

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    Saturday my wife came to my house to pick up Allison (5) and I let my emotions get the best of me. She was in a car provided by her boyfriend because her car broke down. I was standing in the middle of my yard and I told her I didn't want her boyfriend...
  • July 15-20 , 2018

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    July 15th Well, today was kind of a nightmare. I thought I was going to have a peaceful week at church camp ,two hours away from home, with three of my girls, but I’m not even here twelve hours and I’m awakened at five in the morning because...
  • July 14, 2018

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    I've got our girls and I'm heading to church camp today. We will be there for a week. Yesterday the police from the town that Nick (15) ran away to called me. They asked me if my son had returned home and I told them yes. They asked me how and...
  • July 13, 2018

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    I love my wife and always will because I am a Christian but she is in complete denial of Christ. Even though I was advised to do nothing concerning Nick (15) running away I prayed about it and felt like I needed to do something. I used what information...
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