Collaborate without boundaries
  • January 29, 2018

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    I have to admit to myself that this is not going to work out. My wife got a protective order on me last night so I am not allowed around her or my children. I spent all weekend looking for our son. I reported him as a missing person and registered him...
  • February 14, 2018

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    The kids called me after school and asked if I was going to get to "visit" with them today. I told them I had no idea because the agreement made last week was supposed to go through yesterday about me "visiting" with them on Tuesday...
  • March 2, 2018

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    The days do not get any easier. The love of God, however, does continue. I read Psalm 42-44 last night and there were many things spoken to me. King David felt that God had abandoned the Jewish people but he still praised Him. I guess that's the same...
  • May 16, 2018

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    Am I stuck in a spider's web? That's what it feels like. Yesterday was pretty good until I got a little upset because Caleb wanted to go to the other house to swim. I know I should not let things like this upset me but it did. I tell him to do...
  • January 30, 2018

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    My hearing for this protective order my wife got against me will probable be the same day as our d hearing on February 13th. So I won't see my kids for two weeks. My wife knows that this is devastating to me because I have never ever left my kids...
  • May 21, 2018

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    Another weekend down and, although numerous people tell me things will get better, they don't. They stay the same or get worse, every weekend. Besides reconciliation, how can things get better? The truth can't change. The Bible's stance on...
  • R2 Day 24 Love vs. Lust- Done

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    I have given up every lustful thing in my life. I made a list during the first round. I identified the problems and I have been able to resist the devil since then. I mean really resist. I haven't given into one of my lustful urges. Even though my...
  • Day 33 Love Completes Each Other- Done

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    I worked from 7AM to 5PM and had to take my daughter to therapy at 6PM. I took all the kids with me and took them out to eat afterwards. We did not get home until 9:30PM. My wife had put the Christmas tree up and I did manage to ask her if there were...
  • March 3, 2018

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    The first thing I did when I woke up was go to my knees and pray for my wife. I also prayed for my children, my parents, my friends, and anyone I could think of by name who has asked for, or I think needs prayers. I commented on a local woman's post...
  • February 16, 2018

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    I don't know how much longer I can do this. The "parenting" class I was forced to take yesterday was nothing more than a damage control class. It made me feel ten time worse about this situation than before. It taught me that our children...
  • February 28, 2018

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    These last two days have been up and down. Monday was pretty uneventful. I missed half a day of work because I had to meet with my attorney and go to counseling. My attorney gave me my wife's latest petition that had outrageous claims against me and...
  • March 26, 2018

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    One day at a time. Friday evening Becca texted me a lot. She said her mom was going to leave the house Saturday so we could move some furniture. So I planned on that. Then late Friday evening I got a message from my preacher to call him. I called him...
  • March 27, 2018

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    Settled but unsettled. I've been in the rental house for a few days now. I have been thoroughly enjoying the time with Becca but I've also been having a very hard time sleeping. Becca (15) is living with me and Caleb (17) will soon be. I thought...
  • March 28, 2018

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    Happy Sad Happy Sad Never ending cycle. I got the kids yesterday for three hours. Only Aleigha and Allison came. Since Becca lives with me she was there too. Caleb didn't want to come because we were watching a movie he wasn't interested in but...
  • April 23, 2018- Round 3 Day 6

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    I need to completely focus on only the dare. Nothing more, which is what I seem to want to do. I am writing my wife a letter. I'm trying to be very careful what to say in it, using Paul's letters to the first century churches as examples. I know...
  • March 30, 2018

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    I play these words over and over in my head almost every minute of every day: "Nothing that my wife says or does will make what she is doing right." Right is right, wrong is wrong. There's no way to sugar coat it. She had Aleigha give me...
  • April 21, 2018- Round 3 Day 4

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    I slept in pretty late. Becca helped me go do laundry and pick up a couple things at the store. Then my wife texted her and asked what she was doing later. Becca told her that she was going to go to a movie with me. I was thinking about telling Becca...
  • April 24, 2018- Round 3 Day 7

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    The list of positive things about my wife was not a long as the first couple of times. It's hard to convince myself of things like "My wife is a good person" when she lies about me abusing her. There are still many positive things about...
  • April 26, 2018

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    Fear is of the devil. "Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour." - 1 Peter 5:8 I was so fearful yesterday because my wife's attorney accused me of contempt of court...
  • March 20, 2018

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    I knew another bad day was coming. Well here it is. I prayed in the lobby of the Department of Health and Human Resources before my CPS interview. I prayed for the Holy Spirit to be with me the whole time and keep me calm. The good news is that after...
  • March 6, 2018

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    The day was going very well...... until I got a text from my sister at around 2pm. She said my wife was texting her and saying I have purposely locked her out of online accounts so she can't pay bills so she will look bad in court. I told my sister...
  • February 7, 2018

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    I picked up the kids yesterday at 5:00. Nick refused to go so it was just six of us. I took them to Applebees and we had a good time. Right before I picked them up I talked to Kyle (Amber's brother- psychologist) and he told me to stay the course...
  • I'm So Confused

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    My wife just called me and we talked for 8 minutes. She told me she got a job offer and explained all the details. I listened and offered advice. I suggested she pray about it and told her God would somehow send her an answer. I asked her what she wanted...
  • Day 38- Love Fulfills Dreams- In Process

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    This one has required much prayer. My wife is not a material person. I bought her the one thing I knew she wanted and needed for Christmas- a laptop, which she was very thankful for. I am asking God to help me discover something possibly spiritually or...
  • Day 39 Love endures- Done

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    I finished the letter. I'm definitely no Shakespeare but it was inspired by God. My hesitations in writing it had to do with the fact that she may not even read it and even if she does she won't care what it says. I wrote it with God in mind,...
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