Collaborate without boundaries
  • January 29, 2018

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    I have to admit to myself that this is not going to work out. My wife got a protective order on me last night so I am not allowed around her or my children. I spent all weekend looking for our son. I reported him as a missing person and registered him...
  • February 14, 2018

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    The kids called me after school and asked if I was going to get to "visit" with them today. I told them I had no idea because the agreement made last week was supposed to go through yesterday about me "visiting" with them on Tuesday...
  • March 2, 2018

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    The days do not get any easier. The love of God, however, does continue. I read Psalm 42-44 last night and there were many things spoken to me. King David felt that God had abandoned the Jewish people but he still praised Him. I guess that's the same...
  • May 16, 2018

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    Am I stuck in a spider's web? That's what it feels like. Yesterday was pretty good until I got a little upset because Caleb wanted to go to the other house to swim. I know I should not let things like this upset me but it did. I tell him to do...
  • January 30, 2018

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    My hearing for this protective order my wife got against me will probable be the same day as our d hearing on February 13th. So I won't see my kids for two weeks. My wife knows that this is devastating to me because I have never ever left my kids...
  • May 21, 2018

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    Another weekend down and, although numerous people tell me things will get better, they don't. They stay the same or get worse, every weekend. Besides reconciliation, how can things get better? The truth can't change. The Bible's stance on...
  • August 2, 2018

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    I said nothing negative about my wife yesterday. She didn't text the kids like she usually does so there wasn't much going on. I am taking Trinity (14) to therapy today after work and I don't know what will happen. This is the therapist she...
  • August 7, 2018

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    I don't know how but this gets worse every day. I take all the advice I get and try to apply it but it gets difficult in certain situations. Yesterday I was having a good day then at about 10:30PM I took Trinity (14) to a friends house to spend the...
  • May 29, 2018

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    I prayed, more times than I can count, for my wife this weekend. Getting my prayers in line with what I believe is God's will takes a lot of practice. I try not to be selfish in my prayers and sometimes I really don't know what to pray so I just...
  • September 27, 2018

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    So many things happened yesterday. I got to a very low point, so low that I thought when I go to sleep tonight I really don't care if I wake up or not, but managed to recover by the end of the evening. I made dinner as soon as I got home from work...
  • October 12, 2018

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    I'm almost done with everything. What's the purpose of this battle? I'm fighting for what is right and what God would want but there's a person fighting for the exact opposite. My children don't believe in God. My wife left me and...
  • R2 Day 24 Love vs. Lust- Done

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    I have given up every lustful thing in my life. I made a list during the first round. I identified the problems and I have been able to resist the devil since then. I mean really resist. I haven't given into one of my lustful urges. Even though my...
  • Day 33 Love Completes Each Other- Done

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    I worked from 7AM to 5PM and had to take my daughter to therapy at 6PM. I took all the kids with me and took them out to eat afterwards. We did not get home until 9:30PM. My wife had put the Christmas tree up and I did manage to ask her if there were...
  • March 3, 2018

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    The first thing I did when I woke up was go to my knees and pray for my wife. I also prayed for my children, my parents, my friends, and anyone I could think of by name who has asked for, or I think needs prayers. I commented on a local woman's post...
  • February 16, 2018

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    I don't know how much longer I can do this. The "parenting" class I was forced to take yesterday was nothing more than a damage control class. It made me feel ten time worse about this situation than before. It taught me that our children...
  • February 28, 2018

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    These last two days have been up and down. Monday was pretty uneventful. I missed half a day of work because I had to meet with my attorney and go to counseling. My attorney gave me my wife's latest petition that had outrageous claims against me and...
  • March 26, 2018

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    One day at a time. Friday evening Becca texted me a lot. She said her mom was going to leave the house Saturday so we could move some furniture. So I planned on that. Then late Friday evening I got a message from my preacher to call him. I called him...
  • March 27, 2018

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    Settled but unsettled. I've been in the rental house for a few days now. I have been thoroughly enjoying the time with Becca but I've also been having a very hard time sleeping. Becca (15) is living with me and Caleb (17) will soon be. I thought...
  • March 28, 2018

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    Happy Sad Happy Sad Never ending cycle. I got the kids yesterday for three hours. Only Aleigha and Allison came. Since Becca lives with me she was there too. Caleb didn't want to come because we were watching a movie he wasn't interested in but...
  • April 23, 2018- Round 3 Day 6

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    I need to completely focus on only the dare. Nothing more, which is what I seem to want to do. I am writing my wife a letter. I'm trying to be very careful what to say in it, using Paul's letters to the first century churches as examples. I know...
  • March 30, 2018

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    I play these words over and over in my head almost every minute of every day: "Nothing that my wife says or does will make what she is doing right." Right is right, wrong is wrong. There's no way to sugar coat it. She had Aleigha give me...
  • September 4, 2018

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    The struggle continues.......... Becca (15) was acting very strange Saturday evening. She had a friend over and came and told me her mom was going to pick them up to go eat Chinese then she was going to spend the night at her house. Immediate red flag...
  • June 6, 2018

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    I feel a little better today. Enough to come to work. Kids are still sick though. I read up to chapter 20 in Job last night. So much wisdom in that book. I also worked on my Moses paper. Should have that finished soon and then I'll be ready to test...
  • June 11, 2018

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    Another rollercoaster weekend. Sadly I'm getting used to it. I talked to Becca Friday night about going out late. I told her she is fifteen and has no business being out until 2:45am. I told her no more. She said okay then asked me to take her to...
  • July 26, 2018

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    I prayed for my wife last night. I prayed for her this morning. I almost gave up on this a couple days ago but I think God showed me He is working when He let me find out about the couple of breakdown sessions she has had recently. One, when she was drunk...
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