Collaborate without boundaries
  • April 9, 2018

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    Saturday morning I stopped at the post office on my way to the laundromat. Until I can afford a washer and dryer I'm going to have to pay $20-$30 per week to wash clothes. I received a piece of mail from my attorney that had the potential to ruin...
  • Love this guy- Francis Chan

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    http://crazylove.org/sermon/375
  • April 6, 2018

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    I often write about how things are upsetting me. I never write about how I am blessed. I don't have the job I worked my entire life to get but the job I do have is more than I could have ever asked for. It is pretty much stress free and pay as well...
  • April 5, 2018

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    Where is my mind? I still think to myself everyday "Nothing my wife does will justify her decision." She tries to be nice to me. I don't know if it's just for show or what. Maybe she is trying to convince the kids or her friends and...
  • April 4, 2018

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    I picked up Aleigha and Allison yesterday for our visit. I put some Easter baskets together for them and of course they liked them. Trinity didn't come with us again. Aleigha told me that Trinity said she can't stand me because I lied to her the...
  • April 3, 2018

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    I had therapy after work yesterday. I went over some things that were going on inside my head that my therapist really helped me with. I was confused by my wife telling Becca Sunday that I could come and pick the girls up after telling Aleigha the night...
  • April 2, 2018

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    I made it through another weekend. It doesn't get any easier. Cried a few times thinking about how things could be different if my wife allowed them to be. I spent quite a bit of money buying things for the house this weekend. Money that I really...
  • March 30, 2018

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    I play these words over and over in my head almost every minute of every day: "Nothing that my wife says or does will make what she is doing right." Right is right, wrong is wrong. There's no way to sugar coat it. She had Aleigha give me...
  • March 29, 2018

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    I had to use a credit card to buy food for my daughter and myself. It will get better but the money I had to spend to get this rental house and all the things that we needed has financially drained me. It will take a while to get back on track. It's...
  • March 28, 2018

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    Happy Sad Happy Sad Never ending cycle. I got the kids yesterday for three hours. Only Aleigha and Allison came. Since Becca lives with me she was there too. Caleb didn't want to come because we were watching a movie he wasn't interested in but...
  • March 27, 2018

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    Settled but unsettled. I've been in the rental house for a few days now. I have been thoroughly enjoying the time with Becca but I've also been having a very hard time sleeping. Becca (15) is living with me and Caleb (17) will soon be. I thought...
  • March 26, 2018

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    One day at a time. Friday evening Becca texted me a lot. She said her mom was going to leave the house Saturday so we could move some furniture. So I planned on that. Then late Friday evening I got a message from my preacher to call him. I called him...
  • March 23, 2018

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    Becca is so excited to move into this rental house. I'm glad that she will find some peace but it saddens me to the core that she wants away from her mother so bad. It leaves me with the same questions I've had over the last year. Why would my...
  • March 22, 2018

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    Test after test after test. I was approved for the rental home I looked at a few days ago. The landlord wants to meet my dog, which is a 200lb English Mastiff, to see how he acts. He's a very good 2 year old puppy. Becca has been texting me asking...
  • March 21, 2018

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    I picked up the kids yesterday and we went to a Mexican restaurant. In these 6 1/2 weeks I've spent $1,228.73 taking the kids out because I have nothing else to do with them because of the weather and I don't have my own home yet. They said my...
  • March 20, 2018

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    I knew another bad day was coming. Well here it is. I prayed in the lobby of the Department of Health and Human Resources before my CPS interview. I prayed for the Holy Spirit to be with me the whole time and keep me calm. The good news is that after...
  • March 19, 2018

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    This weekend went by fairly quickly. Nothing devastating happened. I did worry all weekend about my upcoming interview with Child Protective Services , which is after work today. I'm so confused why I am being labeled as a threat to my children when...
  • March 16, 2018

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    Another day, another disappointment. Everything went fairly well yesterday. I went to my friends after work and watched basketball before I fell asleep early. I texted the kids a little bit. Caleb wants to watch the WVU game this evening after work when...
  • March 15, 2018

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    Church was good. We had a meeting with the people we are helping so we could go over their budget. It gives me a purpose and I am glad that God has put that in my path. I got a text after church from someone that said I seemed off during services. It's...
  • March 14, 2018

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    Today was a new nightmare. I went to therapy after work. It was a really good session. I have been really upset because of my wife contacting my older sister. Since my sister jumped all over me I can't get it off my mind. My therapist, however, said...
  • March 13, 2018

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    The world just continues to close in on me. My younger sister texted me yesterday and said my wife has been in contact with our older sister and I need to call her. I haven't talked to my older sister in about nine months. I didn't want her to...
  • March 12, 2018

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    Oh Lord. When will this ever end? I left work Friday to pick the kids up for our three hour visit. The girls (minus Trinity- she didn't want to go for some reason) ran out to my car and we sat waiting for Caleb. I texted him but didn't get a response...
  • March 9, 2018

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    Every day is harder than the previous. I know it shouldn't be like that but I'm only human. I miss the life I used to have. I miss being with our kids every day. I miss my wife's smile. I'm lost in confusion because there is no explanation...
  • March 8, 2018

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    Yesterday was a good day. I focused all of my thoughts on what I could do for God. I chased away negative thoughts with prayer. After work I went to a local restaurant and did some reading to pass time before church. I picked up a book, at the suggestion...
  • March 7, 2018

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    I picked up the kids yesterday a little before 5:00. We went to the mall and hung out. I didn't say one word about what is happening. I certainly didn't say anything negative about my wife as she suggested to my sister that I do. I did, however...
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