Collaborate without boundaries
  • May 14, 2018

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    The weekend was rough. Friday night I texted my sister and toId her I don't think I can do this much more. I'm just too weak. She called me crying and I thought something was wrong with the but she said she was thinking about me. She told me she...
  • May 11, 2018

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    God gave us a beautiful day yesterday. I've been trying to concentrate on all things good. I helped a friend move some stuff to his new house after work. He has know my wife and me since we have been married. He listened to me and that's it. He...
  • May 10, 2018

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    Something happened yesterday. Something changed in me. I watched the movie Hoovey, which I recommend to everyone. I cried during most of the movie. There were so many lessons in it. The one thing that stuck in my head was that nothing we have belongs...
  • May 9, 2018

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    The confusion continues..... I want to be positive. I'm tired of writing negative things. My wife is a good person. She has made so many mistakes recently but I am waiting for her to make that one decision that can change it all. When I picked the...
  • May 8, 2018

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    Long weekend is over and I'm back at work. I didn't sleep well last night and I didn't sleep well over the weekend. When my wife texted me Friday and told me "happy birthday" it actually ruined my weekend and is still in my head...
  • May 6, 2018

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    This has been a long hot weekend. It has been wonderful spending all this time with Becca. Friday afternoon I received a text message from my wife saying happy birthday. I didn't respond because my attorney said not to. I can't have any contact...
  • May 4, 2018

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    Becca and I arrived in Charlotte last night to start our weekend festival fun. I was up for a while talking to my sister and brother-in-law. I told them what was happening and how I was doing. My brother-in-law said I should move on. He said he didn't...
  • May 3, 2018

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    Becca and I are going on a weekend trip starting tonight. Caleb said he couldn't go because he can't miss school. He said his mother found out and called him yesterday to ask if he wanted to hang out with her this weekend. He told her no and said...
  • May 2, 2018

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    Well my therapy session went an hour and ten minutes yesterday. I had so much to get out. I talked about all the reasons I'm being accused of contempt (inviting my wife to church, mailing her a marriage/divorce brochure, posting anti-divorce messages...
  • May 1, 2018

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    There was a mistake made in the court date. My next hearing is May 18th. Like I've said before, I don't think anything will be settled because there is just too much involved. It's unfortunate to be in this situation. For my eyes to be opened...
  • April 30, 2018

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    One year ago today is the day my wife walked out. On that day, in front of me, our children and her parents, she said she was going to rip our family apart. She has been completely successful in that. Friday I got mail from my attorney reminding me of...
  • April 27, 2018

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    "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” ~ John 16:33 When you can actually give in to God there really is a comfortable peace. No matter...
  • April 26, 2018

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    Fear is of the devil. "Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour." - 1 Peter 5:8 I was so fearful yesterday because my wife's attorney accused me of contempt of court...
  • April 25, 2018

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    So I have to see my attorney today as my wife has accused me of many things that put me in contempt of court. As far as I can gather the accusations are as follows: Manipulating the children to not want to be with her. Bribing the children to like me...
  • April 24, 2018- Round 3 Day 7

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    The list of positive things about my wife was not a long as the first couple of times. It's hard to convince myself of things like "My wife is a good person" when she lies about me abusing her. There are still many positive things about...
  • April 23, 2018- Round 3 Day 6

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    I need to completely focus on only the dare. Nothing more, which is what I seem to want to do. I am writing my wife a letter. I'm trying to be very careful what to say in it, using Paul's letters to the first century churches as examples. I know...
  • April 22, 2018- Round 3 Day 5

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    I got to church this morning after reading today's dare. I wasn't sure how in the world I was going to be able to do this dare but right before morning Bible study I was compelled to send my wife a text inviting her to morning worship service...
  • April 21, 2018- Round 3 Day 4

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    I slept in pretty late. Becca helped me go do laundry and pick up a couple things at the store. Then my wife texted her and asked what she was doing later. Becca told her that she was going to go to a movie with me. I was thinking about telling Becca...
  • April 20, 2018- Round 3 Day 3

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    One day at a time turned out pretty well yesterday. After work I watched my daughter play video games for a bit while we talked about little things. I helped her with some of her Spanish homework and let her drive to pick up some Chinese food. Then she...
  • April 19, 2018- Round 3 Day 2

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    I read day 2 and had no idea what I could possibly do. I prayed multiple times about it. Then as I plugged my phone in at work this morning I thought I will just send my wife a text. We have had no contact in three months and that would be totally unexpected...
  • April 18, 2018- Round 3 Day 1

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    So today, even though I have no contact with my wife, I will start the dares again. This will be my third round. I will forget about all the man made legal garbage and do the dares because it is the Godly thing to do. If I get in trouble legally for harassment...
  • April 17, 2018

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    So many things have happened in the last three days. I went to therapy yesterday and got so much out in the open. One thing my therapist made clear was that I am letting fear control too much of my life. I was talking about not being able to remarry or...
  • April 13, 2018

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    Yesterday was an interesting day. I typically "preach" on Facebook. I tell only what the Bible says and if I offer my opinion I say so. Yesterday I posted my last paragraph from yesterday's journal entry about divorce. It prompted a large...
  • April 12, 2018

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    Yesterday was a fairly easy day. My mind, as usual, was on my wife all day at work but I managed to get through. The only really significant thing that happened was a call from Aleigha. She was whispering and told me that her mother had taken down all...
  • April 11, 2018

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    I didn't feel good yesterday and missed a day of work. It was good because I didn't concern myself all day thinking about my marriage. It was actually refreshing. Funny how God used sickness to bring me a day of peace. Today I'm back to the...
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