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  • February 15, 2018

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    I'm so tired of the drama. I can't even make it through one day without something happening. Yesterday I left work early to go to therapy. On my way there I dropped of Valentine's Day baskets to my four girls at their schools. I get them a...
  • February 14, 2018

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    The kids called me after school and asked if I was going to get to "visit" with them today. I told them I had no idea because the agreement made last week was supposed to go through yesterday about me "visiting" with them on Tuesday...
  • February 13, 2018

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    It was a rough couple of days. My attorney called me yesterday and said that my wife's attorney requested that our hearing for today be postponed because most of the matters that needed to be discussed were taken care of last Monday at the domestic...
  • February 11, 2018

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    Today was a pretty busy day. I went to church this morning. My wife wouldn't let the children go because I was going. There's nothing I can do about that right now. After church the preacher asked me to go to lunch with him. He asked me how I...
  • February 10, 2018

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    So today was pretty uneventful. I just hung around my friends house while he was at work. Watched a little basketball and played some Xbox. Aleigha Facetimed me so she and Allison could talk to me. When she did I noticed my in-laws in the background....
  • February 9, 2018

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    God, please take this thorn from my side. I picked the kids up yesterday after work. I had to take Trinity to her therapy appointment. Nick, of course, refused to go again and Caleb said he didn't want to go sit in the lobby for an hour waiting on...
  • February 8, 2018

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    After work yesterday I went to Taco Bell to hang out for a while until church since I can't go home. While I was there Becca texted me and said she told her mother she is not going to church. I told Becca that I would be at church. Becca then told...
  • February 7, 2018

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    I picked up the kids yesterday at 5:00. Nick refused to go so it was just six of us. I took them to Applebees and we had a good time. Right before I picked them up I talked to Kyle (Amber's brother- psychologist) and he told me to stay the course...
  • February 6, 2018

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    I talked to the kids a little last night. I told Aleigha she could have Nick's phone since he is grounded forever from electronics. I can't let him have any way to contact the kids he sneaks out to get in trouble with. The problem is that Nick...
  • February 5, 2018

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    Well the domestic violence protection order was dropped this morning. My attorney advised me to go along with her demands because if somehow the judge were to find in her favor I would never be allowed to touch a firearm again and there would be a huge...
  • February 4, 2018

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    Not much happened yesterday. I texted my kids a little just to ask how they were doing. Caleb worried me a little because he only texted me back one word replies. I asked him if he was doing ok and he said "yes." He is usually more talkative...
  • February 3, 2018

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    After work I headed to my dad's house, which is a couple hours away. I was planning on staying with him all weekend but my attorney called me yesterday and said we need to meet Sunday at 3pm to talk about court Monday morning. So I will meet him and...
  • February 2, 2018

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    After work I asked Caleb if he could gather a few things from me from the house and have one of his friends bring them to me. He did and when his friend Gage dropped my things off to me he told me that another kid, Hunter, had some information on my stolen...
  • February 1, 2018

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    Some goodness came my way yesterday. An old high school friend saw my post on Facebook about needing a place to stay and told me I could stay with him as long as I needed to. I felt love. The kind if love I needed right now. It took me about three hours...
  • January 31, 2018

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    First off I want to say that even with all the things that have been happening to me in my life I still feel a serious calmness inside my chest where I used to feel tightness and a heavy weight. The Lord has blessed me with great health, a job and many...
  • January 30, 2018

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    My hearing for this protective order my wife got against me will probable be the same day as our d hearing on February 13th. So I won't see my kids for two weeks. My wife knows that this is devastating to me because I have never ever left my kids...
  • January 29, 2018

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    I have to admit to myself that this is not going to work out. My wife got a protective order on me last night so I am not allowed around her or my children. I spent all weekend looking for our son. I reported him as a missing person and registered him...
  • R2 Day 26 Love is Responsible- Done

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    This morning I apologized to my wife for some things I could think of. I told her over the years I've let my pride get in the way of our lives. I told her I have been training myself to ignore those prideful feelings and lead my heart instead of following...
  • R2 Day 25 Love Forgives- Done

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    After work I went to my bi-weekly Bible study and didn't get home until 9:00. I always leave that study feeling refreshed and ready to face anything in the world. When I got home my 10 year old was waiting for me and ended up going to bed with me...
  • R2 Day 24 Love vs. Lust- Done

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    I have given up every lustful thing in my life. I made a list during the first round. I identified the problems and I have been able to resist the devil since then. I mean really resist. I haven't given into one of my lustful urges. Even though my...
  • R2 Day 23 Love Always Protects- Done

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    I got a text around noon from my wife that our son was not at school. Here's the text: Her: Nick didn't go to school Trinity says he wants to kill himself. The best thing we can do is go get him and take him to Highland (a mental hospital) or...
  • R2 Day 22 Love is Faithful- Done

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    My life just keeps getting more complicated. I did text my wife yesterday and told her, as the dare said, that I choose to love her. Period. Even if she doesn't return the love. Dare done. Then the devil started working. I got a call at work from...
  • R2 Day 21 Day Love is Satisfied in God- Done

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    I read through Proverbs in the first round so I decided to start on the Psalms this time. I spent a lot of time on the 1st Psalm and some on the 2nd. The first Psalm was really tough on me because it talks so strongly about staying away from the wicked...
  • R2 Day 20 Love is Jesus Christ- Done

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    I live my life everyday for Jesus. My problem is that the flesh takes over far too often. I don't yell or get physical or angry, which I would have done a couple years ago, but I say things that come out as negative although I don't intend them...
  • R2 Day 19 Love is Impossible- Done

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    This whole process has seemed impossible. 1-1/2 times through the Love Dare and my wife is still the same. When I started I wanted her back so bad. Now 59 days later I still want her back but it is more for my children and for the overall testimony for...
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