Collaborate without boundaries
  • August 6, 2018

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    This weekend went from bad to not so bad to the worst ever. The thoughts and nightmares about my wife Friday night made for a terrible Saturday morning but then the kids and I went and did an escape room late in the afternoon and had a ton of fun. Aleigha...
  • August 5, 2018

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    Yesterday started out as the worst day to date in this trial. I didn't sleep well at all and then I thought about my wife all morning and afternoon. I really thought my heart was going to burst. I tried to take a nap but I just continued to toss and...
  • August 4, 2018

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    Still hurting. Still missing my wife. She doesn't think she's my wife but I still think that way. I prayed for her last night and this morning. For God to protect her and continue to convict her. Alcohol, pills, boyfriend, there's just so...
  • August 3, 2018

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    I know I must make an effort to lift my wife up no matter what she does. I'm trying. These last few days I have not been negative. Yesterday whenever the girls brought her up I would just start talking about old times, telling them about some of the...
  • August 2, 2018

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    I said nothing negative about my wife yesterday. She didn't text the kids like she usually does so there wasn't much going on. I am taking Trinity (14) to therapy today after work and I don't know what will happen. This is the therapist she...
  • August 1, 2018

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    I took Becca (15) to Columbus yesterday evening to spend the rest of the week with a friend from church camp. Trinity (14) and Allison (5) went with us. My wife texted them the whole way up and the whole way back and of course they told me everything...
  • July 31, 2018

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    Yesterday was another tough day. I was somber at work all day. One month since her divorce was final. It's not better. I don't see it getting better. My firm belief that marriage is a covenant under God that is to last until death keeps me bound...
  • July 30, 2018

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    Not much happened this weekend until Sunday. The kids and I hung out and had fun all weekend. On Saturday my wife asked them if they wanted to go shopping for school shoes on Sunday. They said they would. They also said they really didn't want to...
  • July 27, 2018

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    Tim and Sean are so right and I am so wrong. Standing for her through this is so difficult. I've really messed up everything. I would take her back if she asked but not immediately. We have a lot of issues that would have to be worked out, if she...
  • July 26, 2018 addendum

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    A couple of things happened recently that I wanted to share. Last night a woman on Facebook messaged me and said she knows I have a strong faith and asked me to pray for her family. She said something happened with her husband and Child Protective Services...
  • July 26, 2018

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    I prayed for my wife last night. I prayed for her this morning. I almost gave up on this a couple days ago but I think God showed me He is working when He let me find out about the couple of breakdown sessions she has had recently. One, when she was drunk...
  • July 25, 2018

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    This is a never ending story, and I'm not talking about the cool 80's movie. Last night Aleigha (11) called Becca (15) from where she is staying. She went to stay a couple weeks with my wife's dad in Chicago. They were talking about an Apple...
  • July 24, 2018

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    I received papers from my attorney in the mail. I guess the d is final. Now I have to continue somehow with a huge burden. My wife has a boyfriend, which is unscriptural, and I can never tell our kids that it is okay. This is the guy I accused her of...
  • July 23, 2018

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    Saturday my wife came to my house to pick up Allison (5) and I let my emotions get the best of me. She was in a car provided by her boyfriend because her car broke down. I was standing in the middle of my yard and I told her I didn't want her boyfriend...
  • July 15-20 , 2018

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    July 15th Well, today was kind of a nightmare. I thought I was going to have a peaceful week at church camp ,two hours away from home, with three of my girls, but I’m not even here twelve hours and I’m awakened at five in the morning because...
  • July 14, 2018

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    I've got our girls and I'm heading to church camp today. We will be there for a week. Yesterday the police from the town that Nick (15) ran away to called me. They asked me if my son had returned home and I told them yes. They asked me how and...
  • July 13, 2018

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    I love my wife and always will because I am a Christian but she is in complete denial of Christ. Even though I was advised to do nothing concerning Nick (15) running away I prayed about it and felt like I needed to do something. I used what information...
  • July 12, 2018

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    My wife texted me a million times yesterday. Her texts were very long and accusatory. When read to my therapist he said it is obvious that she is unwilling to accept any responsibility. I answered her with as few words as possible in order to limit the...
  • July 11, 2018

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    I have been taking every thought to prayer. Complete reliance on God only. Trinity has decided to go to her next therapy appointment. I told her I think she does need therapy. She said she is going to go but she is going to tell them she doesn't want...
  • July 10, 2018

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    So much to think about today. I have told Trinity she needs to go to therapy. I need to try to enforce it. Satan has his claws so deep in my family that I just don't know what on earth to do. Any decision I make seems to backfire. Maybe I am continuing...
  • July 9, 2018

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    This weekend was packed with drama. I still struggle with many things but overall I'm doing okay thanks to the power of God in my life. The drama was with my wife and our two oldest daughters. I planned to go see my dad, who lives a couple hours away...
  • July 6, 2018

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    Yesterday was a mess. It was going very well until my wife dropped Trinity (14) off to me at the laundromat. Trinity decided to move in with me last week after court because the court order says the older kids can choose how they want to spend their time...
  • July 5, 2018

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    Wow, I don't even know where to start with yesterday's holiday. I was very polite with my wife and arranged for her to get the two younger girls yesterday morning since we have to split holidays in half. We are supposed to split them until 3:00...
  • July 4, 2018

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    I fought the flesh hard yesterday. I stood with Christ right beside me, rebuked satan and I texted my wife back every time she sent me a message. I was very nice to her and I'm not exaggerating, it was hard. After everything she has done to me I don't...
  • July 3, 2018

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    I'm getting a lot of great feedback pointing out what is obviously my pride getting in the way. I know I need to talk to my wife and leave the children out of everything but it's not as easily done as it is said. I feel so hurt. I blame her and...
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