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  • March 21, 2018

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    I picked up the kids yesterday and we went to a Mexican restaurant. In these 6 1/2 weeks I've spent $1,228.73 taking the kids out because I have nothing else to do with them because of the weather and I don't have my own home yet. They said my...
  • March 20, 2018

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    I knew another bad day was coming. Well here it is. I prayed in the lobby of the Department of Health and Human Resources before my CPS interview. I prayed for the Holy Spirit to be with me the whole time and keep me calm. The good news is that after...
  • March 19, 2018

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    This weekend went by fairly quickly. Nothing devastating happened. I did worry all weekend about my upcoming interview with Child Protective Services , which is after work today. I'm so confused why I am being labeled as a threat to my children when...
  • March 16, 2018

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    Another day, another disappointment. Everything went fairly well yesterday. I went to my friends after work and watched basketball before I fell asleep early. I texted the kids a little bit. Caleb wants to watch the WVU game this evening after work when...
  • March 15, 2018

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    Church was good. We had a meeting with the people we are helping so we could go over their budget. It gives me a purpose and I am glad that God has put that in my path. I got a text after church from someone that said I seemed off during services. It's...
  • March 14, 2018

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    Today was a new nightmare. I went to therapy after work. It was a really good session. I have been really upset because of my wife contacting my older sister. Since my sister jumped all over me I can't get it off my mind. My therapist, however, said...
  • March 13, 2018

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    The world just continues to close in on me. My younger sister texted me yesterday and said my wife has been in contact with our older sister and I need to call her. I haven't talked to my older sister in about nine months. I didn't want her to...
  • March 12, 2018

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    Oh Lord. When will this ever end? I left work Friday to pick the kids up for our three hour visit. The girls (minus Trinity- she didn't want to go for some reason) ran out to my car and we sat waiting for Caleb. I texted him but didn't get a response...
  • March 9, 2018

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    Every day is harder than the previous. I know it shouldn't be like that but I'm only human. I miss the life I used to have. I miss being with our kids every day. I miss my wife's smile. I'm lost in confusion because there is no explanation...
  • March 8, 2018

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    Yesterday was a good day. I focused all of my thoughts on what I could do for God. I chased away negative thoughts with prayer. After work I went to a local restaurant and did some reading to pass time before church. I picked up a book, at the suggestion...
  • March 7, 2018

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    I picked up the kids yesterday a little before 5:00. We went to the mall and hung out. I didn't say one word about what is happening. I certainly didn't say anything negative about my wife as she suggested to my sister that I do. I did, however...
  • March 6, 2018

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    The day was going very well...... until I got a text from my sister at around 2pm. She said my wife was texting her and saying I have purposely locked her out of online accounts so she can't pay bills so she will look bad in court. I told my sister...
  • March 5, 2018

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    Saturday was a pretty tough day. I sat in the bedroom at my friend's house most of the day. Played Xbox, read a book, read my Bible. Just things to pass the time. Aleigha spent the weekend with my mom so I went and had dinner with them Saturday evening...
  • March 3, 2018

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    The first thing I did when I woke up was go to my knees and pray for my wife. I also prayed for my children, my parents, my friends, and anyone I could think of by name who has asked for, or I think needs prayers. I commented on a local woman's post...
  • March 2, 2018

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    The days do not get any easier. The love of God, however, does continue. I read Psalm 42-44 last night and there were many things spoken to me. King David felt that God had abandoned the Jewish people but he still praised Him. I guess that's the same...
  • March 1, 2018

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    Yesterday was not so bad. I did cry a lot because I wish this wasn't happening to me or to my wife and especially to my children. I also cried for everyone going through this type of mess. I know the pain is almost unbearable. I had a very good conversation...
  • February 28, 2018

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    These last two days have been up and down. Monday was pretty uneventful. I missed half a day of work because I had to meet with my attorney and go to counseling. My attorney gave me my wife's latest petition that had outrageous claims against me and...
  • February 26, 2018

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    I made it through the weekend. It was not easy. I had weak moments. I gave some more things to God that I was holding on to. Eventually I will give everything up but I seem to discover things on a regular basis that I am holding on to. I talked to the...
  • February 23, 2018

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    Things just keep piling up on me. I picked up the kids yesterday and they immediately began updating me on what was going on in the house since the last time I saw them. To start with my wife has been letting Nick contact the man who he ran away to a...
  • February 22, 2018

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    I love my wife. Not because I feel that way right now but because that is what I am commanded to do by God and I choose to obey God and love my wife even when she rejects everything about me. I'm so angry and upset with her. What she is doing still...
  • February 21, 2018

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    Just more drama. Even when I only try to pick the kids up and have fun with them all I hear is drama. It's not their fault but they just kept talking about their mom all evening. I tried to redirect the conversations but they just kept bringing things...
  • February 20, 2018

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    After work yesterday I went to Taco Bell to sit and go over some of the paperwork I have to use to defend myself in court. I will be handing it over to my attorney this week and it is nothing but terrible things about my wife. As I have been reading I...
  • February 19, 2018

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    Two more days of frustration. Aleigha finally texted me back Saturday night and said she got her phone back. So apparently my wife took it from her all day. She was punished for asking to spend time with me, however my wife told her it was because she...
  • February 17, 2018

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    Well, today is not fun so far. I woke up and texted my girls good morning. Trinity texted me back and said she was in Tennessee. Probably about five hours away from home. I was not aware of that and was not told nor asked if it was okay. I was kind of...
  • February 16, 2018

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    I don't know how much longer I can do this. The "parenting" class I was forced to take yesterday was nothing more than a damage control class. It made me feel ten time worse about this situation than before. It taught me that our children...
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