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  • June 11, 2018

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    Another rollercoaster weekend. Sadly I'm getting used to it. I talked to Becca Friday night about going out late. I told her she is fifteen and has no business being out until 2:45am. I told her no more. She said okay then asked me to take her to...
  • June 10, 2018

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    I can't go to a church service without thinking about my wife. It seems like everything the preacher says applies to her. Heck, it applied to me up until last year. I can't believe I used to sit and listen to sermons and not drop to my knees right...
  • June 9, 2018

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    I added 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 to the war room, with notes. Love is patient = wait for her Love is kind = be nice to her Love does not envy = don't be jealous of her It does not boast = don't brag about anything It is not proud = it's not just...
  • June 8, 2018

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    The peace has continued, with a couple little hiccups. After work I just went home to relax and Becca asked if we could go get a friend of hers to spend the night so we did that. On the way back home she asked if I could drop her off at the other house...
  • June 7, 2018

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    Yesterday was an odd day. Odd because I felt at peace all day. I wish I knew why. I helped a lady at the laundromat carry in a bunch of bags of clothes and later she started up a conversation with me. We didn't get around to talking about God but...
  • June 6, 2018

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    I feel a little better today. Enough to come to work. Kids are still sick though. I read up to chapter 20 in Job last night. So much wisdom in that book. I also worked on my Moses paper. Should have that finished soon and then I'll be ready to test...
  • June 5, 2018

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    I wasn't feeling well today so I took the day off. I slept until almost noon. Caleb's left eye was swollen shut so he didn't go to school. It has gotten better throughout the day. Becca didn't feel good either. So we all stayed home. Becca...
  • June 4, 2018

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    Our preacher talked about Job in yesterday's sermon. If anyone can compare their troubles to him then I think they would have a right to complain. My troubles are very insignificant compared to what he went through, however, it still feels horrible...
  • June 2, 2018

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    Yesterday evening was really rough. Aleigha wanted to spend the night at a friends so she didn't come to the visit. I was okay with that because she asked me if it was. I told her yes and to have fun. So Allison and I spent three hours together. But...
  • June 1, 2018

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    I read my normal devotionals yesterday and a little bit in Exodus but didn't study as much as I usually do. My brain was just getting a little tired. I still prayed a lot, for the same things as usual. Does God ever get tired of hearing from me? When...
  • May 31, 2018

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    I got Caleb and Becca Subway after work yesterday. I told them we would go back to Wednesday being our "eat out" day. I used to take all the kids out after Wednesday evening church. That doesn't happen anymore since I rarely ever see our...
  • May 30, 2018

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    Not much happened yesterday but I did have a few thoughts on my mind. I picked up the girls and I did everything I could to make sure we were busy the entire three hours so no conversation would come up about my wife. It's becoming harder and harder...
  • May 29, 2018

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    I prayed, more times than I can count, for my wife this weekend. Getting my prayers in line with what I believe is God's will takes a lot of practice. I try not to be selfish in my prayers and sometimes I really don't know what to pray so I just...
  • May 28, 2018

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    The weekend was tough because of my wife's birthday and not being able to say or do anything about it. I'm afraid she thinks I'm being mean because she told me happy birthday and bought me gifts but I didn't do the same for her. My attorney...
  • May 26, 2018

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    Today is my wife's birthday. The only thing I could do was put a generic message on Facebook that said "Happy Birthday!!! I love you unconditionally. Thank the Lord for that." It says nothing about her and she should never see it but there...
  • May 25, 2018

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    My goal today is to remain positive under all circumstances. I will see my girls tonight from 5-8pm and I'm certain at some point I'm going to hear about something that my wife did that doesn't make any sense to me. I'm preparing myself...
  • May 24, 2018

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    I had therapy early this morning. Got a few things out in the open and ready to deal with. We only had 30 minutes instead of the usual hour and since it had been three weeks since my last appointment there was a book of things to talk about. I brought...
  • May 23, 2018

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    Spent the evening with my girls yesterday. We played a board game I picked up for them and we had fun. After I took them home I came back to my house and prepared for tonight's Wednesday night Bible study. This lesson had so many things that stood...
  • Divorce and Remarriage: What Does the Bible Teach?

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    I found this lesson online. I am going to study it over the next few days. This is for myself but I thought I would share it. I need to hold myself accountable to my marriage forever. No matter what my wife does. No matter what man does. Man does not...
  • May 22, 2018

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    New outlook. I must force myself to have a new outlook. I have to stop dwelling on this situation that I have no control over. As much as I try to put God first I still have my wife as an idol above Him. My every thought revolves around her. I love her...
  • May 21, 2018

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    Another weekend down and, although numerous people tell me things will get better, they don't. They stay the same or get worse, every weekend. Besides reconciliation, how can things get better? The truth can't change. The Bible's stance on...
  • May 18, 2018

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    I was on the verge of calling my mom yesterday because of finances. Then it happened, just as it always does, the Lord took care of me. I got a bonus at work for referring a friend to employment six months ago. This will keep me going for a while and...
  • May 17, 2018

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    Good news or bad? The hearing that was supposed to be tomorrow was continued until June 29, 2018. I have seen many people express gratitude to God for extending their marriage because of this. I will do the same. All thanks to Him above for granting me...
  • May 16, 2018

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    Am I stuck in a spider's web? That's what it feels like. Yesterday was pretty good until I got a little upset because Caleb wanted to go to the other house to swim. I know I should not let things like this upset me but it did. I tell him to do...
  • May 15, 2018

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    Ups and downs. Yesterday was a pretty good day. I'm not letting things bother me so much anymore. I worry too much about things I can't control and I think that's a problem many people have. I made a good dinner for the kids and watch some...
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