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  • April 24, 2018- Round 3 Day 7

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    The list of positive things about my wife was not a long as the first couple of times. It's hard to convince myself of things like "My wife is a good person" when she lies about me abusing her. There are still many positive things about...
  • April 23, 2018- Round 3 Day 6

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    I need to completely focus on only the dare. Nothing more, which is what I seem to want to do. I am writing my wife a letter. I'm trying to be very careful what to say in it, using Paul's letters to the first century churches as examples. I know...
  • April 22, 2018- Round 3 Day 5

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    I got to church this morning after reading today's dare. I wasn't sure how in the world I was going to be able to do this dare but right before morning Bible study I was compelled to send my wife a text inviting her to morning worship service...
  • April 21, 2018- Round 3 Day 4

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    I slept in pretty late. Becca helped me go do laundry and pick up a couple things at the store. Then my wife texted her and asked what she was doing later. Becca told her that she was going to go to a movie with me. I was thinking about telling Becca...
  • April 20, 2018- Round 3 Day 3

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    One day at a time turned out pretty well yesterday. After work I watched my daughter play video games for a bit while we talked about little things. I helped her with some of her Spanish homework and let her drive to pick up some Chinese food. Then she...
  • April 19, 2018- Round 3 Day 2

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    I read day 2 and had no idea what I could possibly do. I prayed multiple times about it. Then as I plugged my phone in at work this morning I thought I will just send my wife a text. We have had no contact in three months and that would be totally unexpected...
  • April 18, 2018- Round 3 Day 1

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    So today, even though I have no contact with my wife, I will start the dares again. This will be my third round. I will forget about all the man made legal garbage and do the dares because it is the Godly thing to do. If I get in trouble legally for harassment...
  • April 17, 2018

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    So many things have happened in the last three days. I went to therapy yesterday and got so much out in the open. One thing my therapist made clear was that I am letting fear control too much of my life. I was talking about not being able to remarry or...
  • April 13, 2018

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    Yesterday was an interesting day. I typically "preach" on Facebook. I tell only what the Bible says and if I offer my opinion I say so. Yesterday I posted my last paragraph from yesterday's journal entry about divorce. It prompted a large...
  • April 12, 2018

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    Yesterday was a fairly easy day. My mind, as usual, was on my wife all day at work but I managed to get through. The only really significant thing that happened was a call from Aleigha. She was whispering and told me that her mother had taken down all...
  • April 11, 2018

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    I didn't feel good yesterday and missed a day of work. It was good because I didn't concern myself all day thinking about my marriage. It was actually refreshing. Funny how God used sickness to bring me a day of peace. Today I'm back to the...
  • April 9, 2018

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    Saturday morning I stopped at the post office on my way to the laundromat. Until I can afford a washer and dryer I'm going to have to pay $20-$30 per week to wash clothes. I received a piece of mail from my attorney that had the potential to ruin...
  • Love this guy- Francis Chan

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    http://crazylove.org/sermon/375
  • April 6, 2018

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    I often write about how things are upsetting me. I never write about how I am blessed. I don't have the job I worked my entire life to get but the job I do have is more than I could have ever asked for. It is pretty much stress free and pay as well...
  • April 5, 2018

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    Where is my mind? I still think to myself everyday "Nothing my wife does will justify her decision." She tries to be nice to me. I don't know if it's just for show or what. Maybe she is trying to convince the kids or her friends and...
  • April 4, 2018

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    I picked up Aleigha and Allison yesterday for our visit. I put some Easter baskets together for them and of course they liked them. Trinity didn't come with us again. Aleigha told me that Trinity said she can't stand me because I lied to her the...
  • April 3, 2018

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    I had therapy after work yesterday. I went over some things that were going on inside my head that my therapist really helped me with. I was confused by my wife telling Becca Sunday that I could come and pick the girls up after telling Aleigha the night...
  • April 2, 2018

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    I made it through another weekend. It doesn't get any easier. Cried a few times thinking about how things could be different if my wife allowed them to be. I spent quite a bit of money buying things for the house this weekend. Money that I really...
  • March 30, 2018

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    I play these words over and over in my head almost every minute of every day: "Nothing that my wife says or does will make what she is doing right." Right is right, wrong is wrong. There's no way to sugar coat it. She had Aleigha give me...
  • March 29, 2018

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    I had to use a credit card to buy food for my daughter and myself. It will get better but the money I had to spend to get this rental house and all the things that we needed has financially drained me. It will take a while to get back on track. It's...
  • March 28, 2018

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    Happy Sad Happy Sad Never ending cycle. I got the kids yesterday for three hours. Only Aleigha and Allison came. Since Becca lives with me she was there too. Caleb didn't want to come because we were watching a movie he wasn't interested in but...
  • March 27, 2018

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    Settled but unsettled. I've been in the rental house for a few days now. I have been thoroughly enjoying the time with Becca but I've also been having a very hard time sleeping. Becca (15) is living with me and Caleb (17) will soon be. I thought...
  • March 26, 2018

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    One day at a time. Friday evening Becca texted me a lot. She said her mom was going to leave the house Saturday so we could move some furniture. So I planned on that. Then late Friday evening I got a message from my preacher to call him. I called him...
  • March 23, 2018

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    Becca is so excited to move into this rental house. I'm glad that she will find some peace but it saddens me to the core that she wants away from her mother so bad. It leaves me with the same questions I've had over the last year. Why would my...
  • March 22, 2018

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    Test after test after test. I was approved for the rental home I looked at a few days ago. The landlord wants to meet my dog, which is a 200lb English Mastiff, to see how he acts. He's a very good 2 year old puppy. Becca has been texting me asking...
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