Collaborate without boundaries

June 5, 2018

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I wasn't feeling well today so I took the day off. I slept until almost noon. Caleb's left eye was swollen shut so he didn't go to school. It has gotten better throughout the day. Becca didn't feel good either. So we all stayed home. Becca left a little bit ago to go swim at our other house. My mother-in-law is there and came to pick her up. I'm still not sure why she is always at our house. When I went to drop Trinity's birthday gift off yesterday at 6:45 she and my father-in-law were there. I just don't think it is a good thing for them to be raising our children. Especially since they don't go to church.

I had another dream last night. Two dreams that I remember recently. That is unusual because I never remember dreaming. Last night I dreamt that my wife and I were on an airplane that was going to crash. We were told we would have to parachute off of it, which we did safely. Then we saw the captain of the plane hit into the side of a house because his parachute didn't open. I was the first person to him so I comforted him and screamed for my wife because she is a nurse. She came over and helped him and I just did what she said because she's the medical expert. I'm not sure what the dream meant. I feel like since I keep asking God for my wife back He did this for me to give me a taste of what it would be like. I'm not ready yet though. I know that. I still have a lot to learn spiritually and mentally. I'm not sure she is ready either.

 

  • Don't worry, I have to tell myself that all the time, about her parents. God has your children in his hands. they can see the difference in you even if they don't show it, I am sure that they can see through the lies. Kids are smarter than people think.

    I don't know about dreams, I wouldn't trust it as a sign unless you had clear confirmation from God.

    I not that I would stop asking for my wife back but I would ask him to bring his will to pass in her life, to turn her heart back to him, to protect her so she wont be lead astray. praying along these lines and leading your heart in them you will start to think differently because you are praying unselfishly, I believe it is key to the right mindset, I want what is best for MH even if that means me out of the picture. Gods best for her and his best for me.

  • I saw some of that today. Something we were watching on tv said something about a woman cheating on her husband and the husband forgave her and Aleigha, our 10 year old, said that sounds like a familiar story. So she knows more than we think and has her own opinions. The truth actually does win, every time. Even though we don't see it.

    I'm definitely not hanging on that dream but it was pleasant. Spending a moment with my wife like that really made me feel good when I woke up.

  • Dreams, good and bad, sure can affect us.  Enjoy the comfort of the dream, since you know Who your first source of comfort is.  

    Don't worry about if you aren't ready, or she's not ready.  Leave the thought of when you will be ready to God and His timing.  I'm not so sure we can ever be fully ready, since no one is ever perfected in Christ, at least on this earth.  

  • Dreams, good and bad, sure can affect us.  Enjoy the comfort of the dream, since you know Who your first source of comfort is.  

    Don't worry about if you aren't ready, or she's not ready.  Leave the thought of when you will be ready to God and His timing.  I'm not so sure we can ever be fully ready, since no one is ever perfected in Christ, at least on this earth.  

  • I figure it's going to take me about two years to complete this online study. I'll then be equipped to preach the word. That's a lot of time for God to mold me into what He needs me to be. If all I have is dreams until then so be it. God's will, not mine.

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