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  • Still expectantly waiting

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    Another silent day. I taught a sales workshop this morning, but the rest of the day has been nothing but tears. I was driving home this afternoon, crying, and decided that I would turn on the radio in order to hear a word from God. The song "Reckless...
  • Waiting for an answer

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    I wrote DH a letter last night and stuck it in his mailbox this afternoon. I basically told him that I couldn’t help but think about our conversation last night. I told him that I had really enjoyed reconnecting with him the past couple of weeks...
  • Still standing

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    I have been concerned all week about the lack of communication from DH, and discussed it with my counselor this evening. Things seemed so great this time last week, and then….crickets. My counselor as well as my best friend felt like I needed to...
  • Resist the devil and he will flee

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    Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Oh boy, do I need God's strength to resist tonight. Satan has been messing with my mind all day. It started last night with thinking that DH will want to live married but separate lives, and has progressed...
  • Fear not

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    It was wonderful to see DH tonight. I know that he was tired after working all day. When he got home from work, he took a short nap and ate a quick bite before coming over here. I volunteered to cook his dinner, but I think he wanted the time to rest...
  • Pressing in on Jesus

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    Well, I'm not quite sure what to think about today. After receiving a good night text from DH last night, I sent him a good morning text this morning when I got up. We texted back-and-forth a little bit today. One surprising thing that happened today...
  • Trying to live the dares

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    When DH got off work this afternoon, he called me to touch base. He was planning on coming to my house this evening, and we agreed that he would call me after he got home to make final plans. He called me a few minutes later to say that his daughter called...
  • Just thankful

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    Well, after initiating contact with me last night, DH initiated contact with me again this morning. Right as his shift was starting at work, he sent me a text about the union election results. I sent him a text later in the morning that said "So...
  • Love is not jealous

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    On July 27, on Day 8 of my first round of dares, I wrote this in the blank spaces provided for Day 8 in the Love Dare book: “God, open my eyes to something that I can celebrate with him. Open my eyes to something that I can be happy with and for...
  • Waiting

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    This morning, I sent DH a text that simply said "missing you like crazy". He responded back with "sayin I'm crazy?" I responded with "noooooo". I didn't hear anything else from him, but tonight he liked something...
  • Blessed with Godly counsel

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    Love is accountable – and I have been so blessed throughout this journey to have the support of some very special Christian friends, and a very wonderful Christian counselor. It had been 4 weeks today since I last met with my counselor – she...
  • A lovely evening

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    DH and I had a lovely evening. I sent him a text around 11:30 this morning that just said “hi”. He never did respond. Of course, all kinds of things started going through my head. I got out my Bible, and started reading in Psalms. I prayed...
  • Silence

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    Silence. It’s hard. I haven’t heard from DH since I left his house night before last after sharing my thoughts about conviction and the Holy Spirit. It’s hard to know exactly how to handle it. I know that God is working in the silence...
  • Living in Awe

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    Awe. Amazement. Gratitude. Wonder. Words cannot begin to describe what is in my heart. The God of the universe answered my prayers. Mine. I don’t deserve it. I am humbled by it and brought to tears. I sent DH a text this afternoon and asked if I...
  • God has called me

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    God’s pull on my heart is undeniable. For many months, I have been praying for God to raise up someone to speak truth into DH’s life. I have been praying for God to send workers into the harvest. My counselor told me weeks ago to be open to...
  • A new court date

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    I received a letter in the mail today from DH‘s attorney notifying me that our new court date is April 24. Three weeks. That’s the day before our fourth wedding anniversary. I told my best friend tonight that God created the universe in six...
  • Happy Easter

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    Happy Easter! Today has been a good day, but a difficult one. My daughter and her boyfriend drove into town in time to meet me for church this morning. As I was driving home after church, my eyes welled up with tears as I thought about the family that...
  • There is another option!

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    DH came over for about two hours this evening. We had some meaningful conversation. Not a lot, but enough I think. We talked a lot about our jobs and how work was going. Then, I told him that I knew that he had told me over the phone two days ago, but...
  • Postponed!

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    I am in awe of God. After three days of agonizing silence, God worked through the prayers of his people. DH called me at 5 o'clock this evening, and told me that he called the attorney this afternoon and asked him to postpone the court date by one...
  • Still waiting

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    Tonight at Bible study, we had to complete paperwork for next fall’s study. They handed us a sheet of paper with our personal information on it, and told us to make changes if we needed to. Of course, I had to change my address, emergency contact...
  • Love believes the best

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    Yesterday morning before church, DH called and asked what my plans were for the day. I told him that after church, I was headed to my office for a little while. He asked what time I would be home, and I told him about 3:00 . He told me to call him after...
  • Mass confusion

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    Well, I am more confused now than I think I ever have been. DH had absolutely no idea about our upcoming court date. I opened up our conversation this evening by telling him thank you for coming over and saying that I figured with only 10 days left it...
  • Love is kind.

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    Even though I am not completing the daily dares day by day anymore (I think I did 4 rounds), I intentionally try to think about how I can express love to DH when I have the opportunity. He called me this evening to ask when he should plan to come over...
  • Thy will be done

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    Well, after checking the mail today and not receiving any notification about the court date, I decided to send DH a text. I told him that I haven't received anything in the mail yet and haven't heard from him and that I had called the courthouse...
  • So much going through my mind!

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    With only 12 days left until d-day, I have been online this evening reading about what should take place. Since I have refused to have any part of this, and have not responded to his petition for divorce nor hired an attorney, I will not be present in...
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