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  • phone list

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    I was not looking for anything. Simply getting the bed ready for her when she comes home from wherever she is. I pulled a piece of clothing off the bed and heard something hit the floor. It was a piece of paper that had a list of phone numbers. Many work...
  • just two days

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    For maybe over two years she went out up to 6 days a week till almost time to get up for work. I can only recall her not going out on a Friday, Saturday, or Sunday night once in maybe well over a year. This weekend she stayed home Saturday night. She...
  • first insignificant comment

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    I wanted to share with all you, my friends. As I was walking by her tonight, she shared a random, insignificant comment with me. All other talk has been basically necessary discussions on the kids or blow ups on why are we still together. I am quite sure...
  • she has to make a decision

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    Another talk. She said she shouldn't be called out by one of the kids for cussing once a month. She said they had a talk and he made good points. He said he sees how she looks at me with a mean look and isn't nice to me. And it's affecting...
  • more anger

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    From the last post to just now, things have been more on the peaceful side, still tension when we are both home. I have continued to start conversations. Yesterday she replied to one of my attempts, for a sentence or two. Other times she ignored what...
  • unwanted confirmation

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    I went to an informal get together. Later one of my brothers and his wife showed up. She pulled me aside and I could tell, I did not want to hear what she had to say. Before my wife asked for the d, this sister in law, who loves me very much, ran into...
  • 3 hours of anger

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    I want to say thank you to all of you who provide words of guidance and for all you who pray for this community. I want all of you to know when I read your posts of your journeys, it brings hope and encouragement. Thank you. I pray each of you has the...
  • going downhill

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    As I went to bed she came to the bedroom to get blankets to sleep on the couch again. Then started the talk. How she doesn't want to live like this. Us not talking, just existing, she knows she has to change, she has no interest in me, no feelings...
  • just peachy

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    a few nights ago I overheard the kids talking about her. One saying she doesn't trust her, another saying she doesn't care for them. Then the one that said she doesn't trust her said that's not fair to say she doesn't care. Then one...
  • talks starting again

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    Another talk. How she is so hurt from the past. How she shows no concern for me, even being in three car accidents the last three months, not my fault, and she has to think if she should be concerned. How she enjoyed being alone when I was out of town...
  • better than before

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    Wife and a daughter were upset with each other. I walked in and waited for a break. Wife turned to me and said what do you want angrily. I said I know you can handle this. Do you need want my help. We can be together on this. She said that will never...
  • back home

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    Thanks for the prayers. They say he has had cancer for the last 10 to 15 yrs. Thank God the cancer had not spread to his bones, liver, lungs, or anywhere else. One operation and two days recovery in the hospital are what are planned. We couldn't bellieve...
  • may be away for a while

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    Hi everyone. Please say a prayer for my dad. They found cancer. so far it will be treatable, but not done with the tests yet. I will be spending the weekend and possibly longer at a major hospital a few hours from home. One thing that hit home. I think...
  • another talk

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    Came home last night and greeted her. She went back to just nodding her head and saying nothing. Not that she has ever said more than a monatone hi back to me. She then got upset and rightfully so with one of the kids. I came to the room to ask her if...
  • persevere in Christ

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    Last night she and a daughter had a heated arguement. The daughter became emotional and would not listen. She matched the daughters emotions or went above. I then talked with the daughter and she continued with me. I told her many times to quit yelling...
  • approaching 2 years in the LD

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    I have recently noticed that her extreme harshness, bitterness, and venom has been absent for a few weeks. And a few days ago she actually made eye contact with me for a second. I am not reading in to this, but feel God is there, making changes. I still...
  • Fourth entry

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    She is staying home a little more than normal. and is talked a little about things that weren't absolutely nessesary. Not much of conversation at all, just about kids activities mostly. But last night, it sure felt like the flesh was coming forth...
  • Joy in Christ

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    In prayer this morning, the the thought came to me, Do I really have Christ first in my life? I have thought I made that decision many months ago, and have felt peace in Christ in having Him far above my wife. But if I truly did, would I not be full of...
  • 2nd entry

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    I just realized tonight I didn't praise God for answering my prayer in holding her accountable. How I fall short in so many areas. And tonight I need to start going to prayer if I should confront her again. Or if I should continue with love believes...
  • 1st journal

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    Sean, I was sending this to you, but it wouldn't go through. Maybe time I journalled. So here it goes. May not make sense to you who read this. to add to the above message. I stopped at a church and prayed about if I should confront her. I get the...
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