Today is 10/12/18. Forgiving is hard, no doubt about it..Anyone can say I forgive you, it is the actual letting it go that is difficult. At the end of the day, God  is the judge for the actions of everyone.  Tobe honest, I think this dare in the later rounds requires reflection on the things you let go of in the past rounds. I want to say I truly have forgiven her, but it still hurts.


I managed to message Erika today to see if she transferred a little bit of money I let her borrow awhile back, again this was on Instagram since I do not have her new number. She transferred the money over and we got that all set. I decided to send a few pictures of the animals and tell her that she is welcome to come see them anytime.