A window of oppurtunity came to see my children.My oldest had other plans so my son,daughter,and i hung out and had a blast.they were happy to see me and i them.I cringed everytime my daughter asked me when was i coming home for i could not answer it.for a brief time i had no worries,no pain,no sorrow...

If i lean unto my own understanding and what the world would have me believe my marriage is done.But i serve a God that can bring the dead back to life.I will put my trust in God.I had communication with my father-in-law whose father had passed but i could not attend funeral because well,i can not be...

Since not being able to enter my home i have been praying and fasting.I have slept in my car on occasssion.I have talked to my kids sparingly.I tried to see my kids lastnight(i was going to meet them at the edge of the driveway)but mom said they were about to go to bed,ok.Iwas on the verge of throwing...

It was a sunny day yesterday but it seemed as if a cloud was over me.I have turned my situation over (totally)to God as of several days ago.I had planned on going to a wedding in which my wife opened the invitation several weeks ago(I asked if she would come with me but she said no,she would be out of...

As i prepare to go to sleep i am rejoicing over Stephen's post,God's hand is definitely moving in that siuation;in fact everybody's situation.About 48 hours ago i had a civli conversation with my wife.She went on how she does not trust me,and that she just wants to be free(mind you we have...

It has been weeks i think since i have posted anything,i have been through all the dares and i am a better man/spirit for it.i have responding to other posts.My wife still press on with the divorce,in fact we go for mediation and for selltement TOMORROW(how we are going to divide up time with kids,who...