*Warning, this post may be confusing, but so is my mind, my actions, and my thoughts. Some things may be redundant and out of order so apologies in advance... Wow I haven't been on here in a long while. I am not sure how I am going to complete this...

Okay, I did not do dare 3 today. Again for those that may not know I am doing research for my doctorate and I had an assignment I could not put off. Well, I have listened to everyone's response and I greatly appreciate your replies. I do need to do...

I am guarding my heart... It's a shame I have to do this towards my husband but I can't trust him with it. He has been reckless with it and I want myself back and I'm going to make sure no one else can hurt me again. EVER ...

I cannot think of a dare to do for this day since I haven't seen him yet. I am completely lost for this one. I am so frustrated. I just text him saying I love you, I miss you, and I am praying for you. A few hours later he sent me a text asking if...

I am on dare 1 part two. It tells me to be patient and not say anything negative. I can honestly say I have been doing this for a while now. I ask each day for patient and to not say anything negative. I believe this has been much easier to not say anything...

(I would have replied in my original post however the problem with my account hasn't been fixed and I haven't heard anything from the admin. of the site concerning this issue) So I am not on dare 1 part two as I planned. I just completed dare...

I took the time and started reading my book, A Spiritual Journey to a Healed Marriage, which has a lot of scriptures in it. Just reading the first few chapters gave me that encouragement I needed. It amazed me how close it is to the LD, it’s almost...

Dare 40 was yesterday for me. I do not know where to start with my vows. Do I still rewrite them even if my husband is still set on separating? Also, even though I write the letter for dare 39, he has yet to open it. I am getting anxious about him opening...

Yesterday was dare 39 for me. I have to write a letter to my husband. I don’t know why I haven’t written the letter yet. It’s a part of me that doesn’t know what to write, it’s another part of me that’s nervous about...

I just finished reading Prodigals Do Come Home and I wanted to share this quote from the book... "Only when the standing spouse declared a complete abandoning of human plans and schemes to bring the prodigal home, is God’s power able to be...

*I still cannot get into my journal post once I submit them. Without any further ado, I wanted to apologize for the typos. Apparently I was typing way too fast. I.e. readying instead of reading and so many others....Lol again, sorry for any confusion...

Today is dare 38… I am to do something extravagant for my husband. I am supposed to meet his desires. I’ve actually never had an issue with doing this with things he may have wanted, etc. However, a lot of his stressors and needs currently...

Since my husband is not living at home, I do not know how I will ask for him to pray with me. We don’t really see each other but if anyone has any ideas please shoot them this way. I met with the attorney today and I don’t know how I felt...

I read my dare 36 yesterday and I am implementing it today. I am trying to look at my schedule so I can have a designated devotional time each day. I brought a devotional bible some time ago so it will be easy to follow specific meditations/scriptures...

MadameJ, I actually just ordered two books titled: The Spiritual Journey Towards a Healed Marriage and Prodigals do come Home . From the reviews I found these two books to be aligned with the Love Dare and its teachings of unconditional love and humbling...

I have had a mentor the entire time during this process. She has a very strong relationship and been through a similar situation years ago. They made it through and they help keep me focused on Christ. Also, this community has helped me tremendously....

I just read today's dare and I should have read it this morning. I will commend my husband for coming to church this morning. He hasn't been to church in a while. The only problem was the fact that we were outside during the message and that was...

I haven’t talked with my husband since the other day. I sent him an email telling him I’m not going anywhere. He said he feels I would be better in a small apartment so I wont have all the memories at our house. He’ll get roommates to...

Today’s dare will have to wait. I have not had any contact with my husband since he left a few days ago. I sent him that message (as mentioned in a previous post) and he never responded. So I am going to pray God continues to direct my path. Even...

For starters I just want to say how scared I am because I'm so close to day 40 and I don’t see much change (overall including my marriage, which has seemingly turned for the worse). I felt much more hopeful in the beginning than I do now and...

I haven’t read the dare today but I just sent my husband a face book message copied below:: “God bless your day today. And I am still loving you no matter what. There isn't anything you could do to separate your soul from me. Simply put...

I thought by doing the dare and praying things would get better. My husband left the house again. He doesn’t care about my kindness he has his mind made up and he just think I am crazy. I think I’m crazy! And I’m suppose to continue...

So I think he won… I think I’m done. I’m tired, I’m tired, I’m fed up. I’m meeting with a male friend for either lunch or dinner tomorrow and he says he is here for me. He wanted to meet tonight but I declined. I’m...

I decided that the need I’d meet for him was just for me to listen more and stay calm, which I did today when he wanted to have that “conversation”. Last night he slept in the room with me. This morning he said he wanted to clarify that...

When I went home last night, my husband was actually on the couch sleep. He had the fireplace on. He said he started it for me because it was windy outside so he knew I’d be cold (I’m always cold). So I grabbed my bible and a blanket and slept...