Happy New Year to me. Hi everyone I have missed you. As I look at the site I see all new names and stories. It seems like I have been gone forever. I stopped my entries in Oct. 2012 and today is January 2nd, the day my home closes and I move to my new...

I am here and still doing the dares - however every computer I use was not allowing me to post my dares on this site . i blame the enemy. I am at my fathers house now and it's working, Praise the Lord. weeks ago my husbands last words to me were that...

First thing in the am husband dropped off dog, i did the best greeting I could muster up - a "Hey!" w/ a smile ...nothing else came out - he was in a hurry and was almost running. That was the end of that ... Drove into work (day 1 of new job...

I have a pretty huge sense of humor but I am beginning to think that HIS is even larger than mine. I saw husband first thing in the morning, I was still in pj's as he came to get his mail. I haven't seen or heard from in a while. I don't know...

I 've been reading the love dare since January (on and off) it's starting to fall apart. Love it! It is more blessed to GIVE than to receive We walk by faith not sight ... Found this today - " Jesus came a long way to love us. The most Christlike...

I have to thank all of my LD loves for all the love and support you give me daily. I am so blessed that I found this site and all of you. Words do not exist to express how i feel at this moment because of you ppl. I wouldn't have found my 'way...

Husband came over first thing in the morning to cut the grass. I was unwell (my sis and I went to her fiances stag late last night). Husband came in and I was on the couch, he asked me if he could get me anything and put the kettle on for tea. It was...

Hard one today. Do you look at your spouse and just see emptiness? With these new eyes I see too much some days. It's frightening. This time last year - hubby and I drank wine and handed out Halloween candy at the door and laughed and had a great...

Just finished looking at my wedding pictures. What a perfect day that was ... HE was there and we were blessed and we didn't even REALIZE. I cry. If it made sense I would drive to my husbands house and propose right now. Kiss his face right off. If...

Spread my light today. Ode to kindness As predicted - i think this round is gonna be a game changer. Veronica called first thing in the morning - she had a rough morning with her husband (the husband and son had a massive fight and V got sucked in - enemy...

Here we go! Third round w/ the big Boss. I decided that the first 2 rounds don't count 'cause I was so lost and I was still in control and didn't even really know HIM. Praise the Lord that I decided to begin the LD again today ... husband...

Friday Oct. 5/12 - This entry is a little out there ... no logical minds allowed Wrapping up round 4 and getting ready to begin round 5. Have taken a week off to do some thinking/ praying. This round was the second time I did the Dare with Christ and...

First week of Oct. 2012 Yes I am alive!!! ... I had to remove myself from everything for a bit. I am practicing obedience like never before. Let's back track to last week - once I hit day 40 and questioned if I should go another round - I found myself...

I have become quite still and really trying to completely let go . I think it's time. What would my husband want if it was attainable ... easy! .... HAPPINESS I reflect ... My husband has made it clear that I am not what he wants now, he has no idea...

Thurs. Sept 27 - Sign up on the front lawn ... Ouch! But no tears ... God has a plan! Per usual - thought how on earth will i be able to get my husband to read the bible w/ me ... like seriously ?! I prayed all day for a door to open or even just a small...

Gotta really love those sequoia trees ... they remind me of what HE is QUICKY doing in my family. Not just my husband and my son, ... but my father, mother and sister ... Today the photographer was coming at noon to take pics of the house for marketing...

Love rejoices most in the things that please God. Woke up and realized that I slept through the night. Praised the Lord! It was pointed out to me and i realized that - I am not fully aware or believing all that the goodness that has been done to me by...

It's been 2 days since husband came over and said he didn't want to sell the house ... now today ... are the flip flops still because of my relationship w/God? Is it because HE is still waiting for me to give HIM more of me? These flip flops are...

Leave and cleave - oneness at the forefront - one flesh ... i think of it like minxing paint ... we are two seperate colours morfing into one colour - the colour we want, the "colour" we chose, the "colour" we want all to see, the...

Friday Sept. 21 What God has joined together - let men not separate (Mark 10:9) Husband arrived early today to get a head start on reno's. Son and I were finishing up some homework. I was going to my g/f's spa for a facial today. I knew it was...

My heart is heavy. I prayed all day - in bed, in the shower, in the car, at work, drive home, on my knees and listen to bible radio. My heart is lost, my heart is broken. For the dare I left beers and sandwiches in fridge for husband because he is working...

Be sensitive. How can I help you?? Jesus sacrificed for us ... at the very minimum we can make sacrifices for our spouse (how did we not know this before?) We must have been dead - because all these dares are starting to feel like common sense NOW - but...

Woke up this morning with the reality of my life, who I was (pre 2012), who I am transforming into ... just like a dandelion God is getting to the ROOT of the problem so the weed will be dead , gone forever. He is using a lot of different weed killing...

Opened my eyes at 4am and this was my first "thought" ... Subject to Him - Let nothing disturb your peace of mind. I was so tired but couldn't get back to sleep, lay there for 2 hrs and listened to the rain. I have never found rain more...

Sunday Sept. 16 Forgiveness has to happen - again it's a choice - Love! Many great marriages are not created by ppl who never hurt each other - only ppl who keep "no record of wrongs" Last day of the retreat and we decide to head home early...