I got a message from God asking me why should I need more signs to work on my marraige. Can't I see how may miracles He has performed in my life already? It did put me in shame. I am actually so unbelieving and so scared to hope. I asked for forgiveness...

Yesterday was hard for me. It was hard because I am always the one giving in, having to struck a compromise and I really couldn't think of something else. But as usual, there always is. I had to let go of letting our baby boy have two names. Something...

Day 9 went fine. I was so happy to be home Friday night, after a nightmarish week at work. Was exhausted as I woke up earlier the whole week and got home later at night. Day 10, I failed miserably, miserably. It started out fine, I stood up at 6, started...

I have such peace. It is the best feelling in the world to be able to give something just because you can. Better feelling yet not to expect something back. I cannot believe the love I am feelling in my heart. It is bigger and better than I have ever...

I did my lists, picked from the list which I thought I should thank him for, but God had other plans. When I got home, he cooked my favourite food and did the dishes. It was heaven coming home to a clean kitchen and the smell of dinner. He also gave me...

Haven't been posting for a while. I have been thinking, if I hurt so much because of one person's betrayal - How did it feel for Jesus with the world's betrayal? Day 2 - Kindness - Our help did not show the previous week. Was thinking I would...

Day 1 wasn't that difficult, but it was a real eye opener. I always thought I was a patient person, but what I did not realise is that even though I do not scream and shout (normally), I do have this passive aggressiveness that I believe is maybe...

I have no idea what God's plan is for me. I have been incredibly hurt by my husband. He had an affair last year, and a child was born out of it. The baby boy is now about 4 and a half months old. I caught him two weeks back, that he was still having...