Today I am hurt and confused. I am trying to get my emotions under control, but am having a very hard time. I sit here feeling sorry for myself and saying, "I knew it! I just knew I shouldn't have spoken up about how well things had been going...

I'm still here, but there has been so much that has been going on that I haven't had a chance to write. I AM reading everyone's entries, I just haven't had a chance to write. Things have been going really well (I'm afraid to even say...

Today, I am having a very good day! Last night actually turned into a wonderful night when Jason got home from meeting with the new lawyer. We talked about that, and I realized that I was being totally irrational in all of my fears...he came to me and...

OK....so he dashed in real quick, grabbed his court briefcase and then dashed off to meet with a new lawyer. He is supposed to be meeting with this lawyer ONLY for family court matters/ neglect charges cps has on him from beating the *** out of me in...

I feel so alone and sad today. I hurt. Is anyone out there? Does anyone really read this?

Today, I feel dissapointed. We bought the book on Saturday. I want so very badly to do this. Yesterday I asked him if later in the afternoon we could spend some time together, reading the little chapter before starting Day 1 today. I let him know that...