The Lord will continually guide you, and satisfy your desire.
Saturday,March 27, 2010. Day 21: Love is Satisfied in God.
I will try to take time in my life to devote myself for praying and reading my Bible and as I do that I will immerse myself in the love and promises that God has in store for me and my marriage and I want this to add to my growth in my daily walk with Christ Jesus as I walk with Him everyday.
Today I reflect on God's amazing grace. I am so thankful for this precious gift He has bestowed on me, the sinner that I am. The last 20 days I have been striving to change my behaviors. There have been some successes along the way but there have also been some MAJOR mess ups. I pray today that I can learn and grow from my mess ups and that God can use them for good. I want so desperately to show my husband that I do love him with all my heart and in turn he will realize that he loves me also. But, what I am gradually learning is that I am trying too hard. I need to share my love for husband and then release the rest of the work to my Lord and Savior. I also need to overcome my selfishness... my mind plays the "pitty party" and wants to fulfill my wants and needs. Patience is what I need to learn here. God will fulfill my wants and needs my role is to be still and wait upon the Lord.