Do not merely look out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others.
Thursday, March 18, 2010---- Day 12: Love Let's The Other Win. " Whatever the disagreement between my wife Rebecca and I; I will choose to give in to that particular area of disagreement and her preference will be put in first place over my secondary petty disagreement; I will choose to let her win the argument or disagreement because I love her and I do not need to win every disagreement that would cause a fight or quarrel among husband and wife.
Today I am on day 12. I am one day away of seeing if my wife is wanting to commit on our marriage or if she is getting a divorce. I praying for commitment. I am to the end if my rope. Yesterday was a good day. She ask me to give her time to think. So we traveled to my moms. It was a good ride and so I am giving her space. I pray GOD PLEASE HEAL OUR MARRIAGE. I give him the praise. I know that its him who can fix it . It is not my will, though sometimes I interfere, but his will.
I completed this dare. I had a gun that I bought. She didn't want it. So I chose to sell it to make her happy. I took the profit and bought her a nice gift. .
Well been doing dare and really hurting. I am at a lawyers office were I.don't want to be. Im sick. Hurt. And disgusted. Why ain't god helping in this. He is suppose to restore and help. I know he does but I don't want this. Please pray that he fixes this and puts me and my wife back together. God please help me. Im hurting. Please help her to want counseling to fix this. Please help my children not suffer. Please I need you now more than ever. Stop the pain. Heal hand restore. In. Jesus name.