I woke up this morning & praised God, as I always do before rising, what I did next was different. I Thanked God for the beautiful world he has given to me. I usually ask him to give me something. I asked him what he wanted of me today. I asked him to show me his way & to reconise what I needed...

5-4-10 Well the greeting didn't happen until after work and I greeted her as she got out of her car nice and polite. She seemed in good spirits then something clicked and she started in about money and the divorce and who gets kids when. She just turns evil when we talk about that stuff. I kept cool...