So I'm not sure I quite completed the dare today. I could not think of what I was jealous about pertaining to him. I think it's good to be aware of our jealousy over all. I can think of situations where I have been jealous of others. I do know I need to be more supportive to him and about his work. I will make a conscious effort to do this more. I tried to ask about his work today but it was a challenging day and we were preoccupied with our earlier argument. I burned up the list. It felt good. It was a challenging day. I'm trying to stay calm when we are discussing hot button issues such as his affair and the other woman. I know I have the justifiable jealousy because of his affair. I think it's just good to be aware. I continued to feel some peace today and my friend mentioned how calm I was which is a good change! I hope to continue to make positive changes and let Christ mold me.
This is a very important dare. .. Christ must be first. In all we do.