... I am just as much to blame as he is. I never realized how much resentment and anger i was keeping inside. Every time we argue, i keep it in.. the anger and the resentment is such a heavy load to carry. I'm not going to pretend, that it will all go away after just one day... there's alot of work that needs to go into this...
I could only come up with 2 positive things about him... and almost a page full of negative things. When did i become this person?? When did i become so bitter and resentful. It's a lesson learnt and i have to keep moving forward. I cannot imagine how i would feel he was as cold to me as i have been to him. If would hold grudges as i have with him. He can argue now and forget all about it later...
Prayer, prayer and more prayer.. that's my only hope
You are... And it is good that you see that. But Christ got this book in your hand for a reason. Now you must take the journey and stick with it. One has to be humble, patient, kind, unconditional. And by that testimony of selflessness, of Loving Christ, trusting Him... Conviction will fall upon the other and real change will happen.