i'm starting on day 5 today. i will ask my wife the three things i do that irritate her. i found out this morning during a great conversation with her that she went ahead and filed for the separation...compliments of her parents paying close to $800 for this to begin. we have a year to stay separate and after that, we can officially file for divorce. she keeps telling me that she's just not in love with me and can never be with me again. she did apologize though for telling me she hated me during a heated argument a couple of nights ago. she knows me well enough that inside my head, i'm questioning if there is another person in the picture that she isn't telling me about. she opened up again to tell me that there isn't anyone else, even though i didn't ask. i feel god is moving, but i also feel the enemy is as well. i feel discouraged today. i miss my wife.
Maynard. Please take a few moments to read my journals. There is much insight that you can get. Also, read the entire appendix when you can of the Dare. It will help you with prayer and leading your heart. It will lead you in a way that discouragment will go away... During this time, dont focus on what is going on, just focus on your journey with Christ.