My husband called me back. He said he needed to think about what I do that irritates or annoys him most. We talked for awhile. He told me to take this to heart " His decision is final, he wants a divorce, but I will always have a friend. When we are married the conversations are always one sided ( being I do all the talking)", he wants to be able to talk again as friends. He says he wont change his mind, I let him know I wasnt trying to change his mind but I do want to change myself. I'm not sure how I should feel about this conversation. Part of me is seeing myself for my shortcomings, part of me feels he is seeing I am making a change, I know where we are is not all my fault, I still feel like I am fighting a loosing battle, am I wrong to think we can still make it ? Any advice or encouragement would be appreciated.....
onewithGod
I will be the first to tell you. It will get worse before it gets better. But that is part of the Journey... God is going to mold you to the changes you need to make for HIM>> Not your husband. Again take the time for your Journey with Christ... Leave your husband for God to deal with.
I need to remind myself of that....I am making the changes for God, not my husband. I need to release the reins over to God, He has the control not me. Once again thank you for the sound advice & encouragement. Any change is hard, or so I've heard...lol
And hopefully you experience...
change that is....