Day 5

I'm so finding this hard, I'm really trying to do the love dare but I'm failing. Day 5 I tried to ask my husband & I didn't manage to get anything except being shouted at by my husband, he drove off saying he was going out and didn't want to tell me where he was going, he only came back the following day in the morning. He is always going out with this friend of his who is single, I tried to talk to him to at least come back home in time, and he does not even listen to what I say or even appreciate what I do for him, he does not even see that he is hurting me and I have lost hope I can't even look or touch at the love dare book, I see myself on the dead end, his drinking and going out and not coming back home in time has been going on for a long time no matter how nice I try to be to him, If I try to talk about it he shouts back and walks away and if I don't say anything he doesn't stop and I feel like he takes me for granted, He goes out anytime he feels like and comes back home anytime he feels like and sometimes he doesn't come back until the next day, Its hard for me to do the dares especially for those which involves asking him questions because he always reply me with hurtfull words, I feel like I'm his housekeeper and babysitter, he does not have time for me whatsoever instead he always puts his friends first, I don't know if I should continue with the love dare if so how?????, I'm so hurt.

Nyarie, I can hear your pain loud and clear. It's been a few days since you've posted. How are things? The same? Different?