I have resolved to pray every day and will continue to do so. I am also learning that as i try to hold on the further and more distant my wife becomes. She seems annoyed by a phone call or any type of anything from me so i am going to let go. I still want the marriage and want to be with her but can see it isn't what she wants. I will finish the dares and continue to work on being a good person and husband to her but i feel it's time to let her go.
Maybe... But it is time to put Christ first. worry about your relationship with Him more than you worry about your relationship with her.
He must come first.