6-2-10
Well the only prayer we done together was at supper with the kids. I was able to do Dare 18 today (better late then never) and have her a surprise dinner ready when she got home from getting the kids off the bus. I had her favorite lasagna and I even brought out the candles. The kids were there but that didn't matter. The evening was great...couldn't have happened better with timing as I had it all ready as soon as she got there.
After we ate and I cleaned up the kitchen I told the kids bye and left since it was her night at the house. Before I would of stayed since it was going so well but instead of pushing and putting my hands in Gods will where they don't belong I left and let God do his work. Think she thought I would stay around a while too so I may have surprised her.
I got a little choked up driving to the gym for some reason but I prayed for comfort and it all passed.
WOW... You are now even realizing the times you have interfered in the past. And I am sure that she noticed that as well.
Now, it seems you are turning into the hard to get, a challenge. Which in human nature is what will get her thinking....
I actually took down the pictures that she left in the house today so there is no more picture of her here. Hurts to look at them too much so I just replaced them with me and the kids.Doubt there will be any of me in her house for a while.
One good thing, that will show her that you are starting to move on with life. And having Christ she will start to think what she is losing.