It was the greatest challenge for me to accept and love myself. For the past twenty-one years I have been living, but not the way I want to be. I always hated everything which gave me a girly nature, beginning from the barbie dolls to the frilly frocks. But most of the times I kept away my interests only to please my mother. But now I think it’s the time to live the way I want. As a first step towards it, I cut off all of my hair. But this is not the solution to bring up the man in me. So, I took the next step to bring it out. I am going to undergo FTM surgery procedure and I have fixed an appointment at a clinic in Mississauga. I wish to have some support from you guys.