"Two Parents living together as friends raising
children" is how she characterizes our
relationship. She wants to enjoy the
benefits of being married (financial, parenting, etc) with me as roommate. Needless to say, initiating sex was not
appropriate. All I want is the opportunity
to share this journey with her. To allow
Christ to touch her the way he has touched me.
I was in a broken state where as she is happy and content right
now. She says this feels right and since
I’m the only one hurt by it (the kids don’t know) I should move on. She doesn’t want anything to do with people
from the church or anyone who might tell her to save her marriage. I will wait on Lord.
Waiting on the Lord does not mean to choose on the dares. The success of the dares are to trust Christ in doing them and not worrying about the response. If she rejects you then you may be in a humbling situation that shows you what Christ needs you to see. But when you keep the control and do it your way, then you stay in the same boat you are in.