Can you pray for Gods will in his life even if it does not include you? That is a very important question. If not, maybe your prayers are selfish in so many ways.
Take the time, focus just on Christ and seeking the wisdom to understand His will right now.
I always pray for God's will in Angel's life even if it doesn't include me. I have come to know that regardless of what happens between angel and i that Angel sees the greatness in me that he will want to come to Christ as well. I pray every day that Angel has that desire for God and that God will lead him in the right direction no matter where it leads him. I know we all have selfish tendencies, but when i pray for Angel i pray for him not for me.
Thats great. I have learned one of the best ways to determine our own selfihness, is to leave ourselves out of the selfish prayers... It can be very hard...