I am feeling that urge to question what am I doing here. What does God have in store for my life or is where I am at all there is for me. I am doing everything to better my life but it seems that there is some force that is stopping my advancement. My attempts at school are still being held up by a computer...

5-26-10 Really the only division between me and my wife right now is a up and coming divorce hearing that is 15 days away. I know what I want to happen but I will sit back and live what Gods will is. It may be what I want and it may not. I keep praying for comfort and strength to live his will in my...