Today was a another tough day. I keep getting new rules added to what is allowable and what is not allowable - I wonder why I keep subjecting myself to this then I realized it is because it is my responsibility to be a relief valve on stress; it is my job to give unconditionally.
The one expectation I know she needs me to give up is for our marriage to recover and grow. That is the one meaningful unrealistic expectation she needs. I undconditionally will help her design a plan to chase her dreams. We sat down and designed a time line. I did share with her how I felt it was so important that she deal with the extra baggage brought from previous relationships into our marriage. That she can't imagine what this love I am feeling now is like.
This is challenging me to the core of my soul
Christ will mold you daily... You need to be willing to listen. Prayer continious is so important.