5-23-10
Well the expectation I had for my wife was for us to work on our marriage. She is not into that at this time in life so I am just letting it be and focus on what God wants in my life.
She called and asked if she could use my mower to mow the grass at her new house since the owners let the grass get knee high while they are moving out. I told her I would love to do it for her and she said I could so me and my son rode the tractor down there and cut the grass. Me and him had a great time doing it and when I returned she thanked me. I was expecting to be drilled with all kids of actuations from the night before but there was nothing.
Heard a great sermon at church today about prayer and talking to God (which is what prayer really is). Plus I went to the alter today and laid all my problems at his feet. Felt pretty the rest of the day.
Boy what a heck of a weekend......never cried this much in a long time but I guess that is good. Needed to get all of this crap out that is taking up space in my mind so I can fill it with better things now. Godly things....................
Otty, looking better than the other day. Keep your focus. Christ will never give you more than you can handle.