There is a song that keeps running thru my head, it is by Garth Brooks.....the line that I keep hearing is .........Some of God's greatest gifts......... are unanswered prayers.......I am reminded that what we want in our lives, for ourselves are not for us to decide but God's decision to make...

5-18-10 Wow just looked and last time I was on this day we were signing divorce papers to be filed..... I pretty much got rid of all my addictions the first time. I do make sure I stay away from the computer and TV while the kids are around to play. I need to spend the time with them instead of wasting...