2nd Time Day 22

5-17-10

Funny this dare happened today.....

Last night I fixed dinner for the kids and has some leftovers so I fixed my wife a lunch so that she could stop by the house on her way to work and pick it up. I text her on my way to work and told her it was there for her and after reading my Dare for the day I put a letter in there that said "I LOVE YOU PERIOD, EVEN IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME IN RETURN". Don't know what she thought when she opened it but at least I got to do a dare on her today.

Funny how I was already thinking of her and what I could do for her even before I read that days dare. I am finally seeing Christ's love in my life. Even though I got nothing in return from this it really made me feel good to do this little gesture. I heard nothing from her in the evening but that is ok, I didn't do it for something in return....I did it because I love her.

God is making small things happen. At least we agree on the division of property and custody as of today. Weird that I am at ease with that and not crying about it. Just like Sean says..."BE STILL, FOR I AM GOD".....lol

He has given me peace with this and I finally feel good about my life.

Keep your focus on him. And remember he is never late. He is always on time.

Otty, You've come such a long way. While I would not wish the pain you've endured regarding your marriage, I am proud at how you've grown and privileged to be able to follow your story on this site. Praying for you. Be still.