I feel that I have grown a lot in the site God. I have been reading the bible more and praying to God 3 to 4 times a day. I don't even get upset or mad about some things that my husband does. Now when I feel like I am getting upset with him. I stop and pray for understanding. My husband still will not spend much time with me or talk to me, so when I feel lonely and miss him I pray to God. After praying I do feel much better. Now I am preparing myself for our 3rd wedding anniversary which is on Wednesday. I don't know what to expect from my husband. I can to is pray to God and ask for faith and understanding.
Depending on Christ you will be comforted. Christ will fill all your voids.
Continue your dares in the spirit they are intended. You testimony will allow Christ to work on him.