today i spent most of the morning telling him that I love and care about him so much. I am in the process of sending him an email as I will not be seeing him today. I neglected to mention that in my anger to the whole situation I then began an inappropriate relationship with somebody else. The more I write all of the down is the more I being to think that maybe we should break up. It doesnt help that we have both fallen on the same sword, but I can't lie I love him very much.
I believe that God can heal and restore our commitment to each other, I have gone against what God told me to do and now I find myself being the one who cheated. Lord, I'm sorry please forgive for falling the way I have. Please help me forgive those whom I have failed to forgive. Lead me in the path of righteousness and help me live a life lead by you and if you will it, please lead my relationship in the path of freedom, where the road is narrow yet the reward is you. Teach us to endure, forgive and most of all, love. Sweet Jesus I'm sorry please forgive me.
Take these dares one day at a time. focus on the days dare and leave the rest to Christ.