Well today I awaited my wife's return from her two day journey. Anyway most of the day I spent volunteering at the local park cooking hamburgers, hot dogs and making pulled pork sandwiches for the local Art Committee so they could raise to funds for a local art studio. Actually a close friend of mine was the the one who had been originally volunteered by his wife, He was slammed so I came to help him about 9am and we didn't get done till 4pm. Believe me, all during the day I was praying for my wife, for me and my journey and for our marriage.
Well she arrived around 1230 and stayed the entire time then we drove top a friend of ours who was having a 1yr old birthday for there nephew. We stayed till about 12am then we came home, but she still seemed distant. I was real confused, for some reason she does that to me. right when I think everything is going good, wham! Here comes the wrinkle. So we watched a little TV and I tried on several occasions to strike up conversations but she was distant again.
So we went to sleep. I prayed for guidance cause my head was spinning again. I feel Like a EKG up and down, up and down. I did realize that this wasn't going to be successful with GOD at the wheel, so I decided to turn everything over to him.
Please keep up the support and prayers. Thanks.
Stan. Don't be confused. When those things happen, the Lord is telling you... Be Still... For I am God.... Basically he is working. It is not for you to worry about and he will mold you to trust him.. It is funny how he works and opens your eyes. And your right, just leave it to him.